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SSV Introduction

S.S.V™

The Sheau Swan Virus.
Credit to Sheau Swan for bringing this side out.
So as we said, we're whacked with this.
Might as well...
Wear it proud! :)

The Special People
Tissue! (:
I like crayons.
Cows are my friends.
Socks are fun too!

Ng Win Win (:
She likes colours ;P
She loves music too. :D
Perfect combination of science and arts. xD


A Little Somethingg ;P
For everyone! (:
Sherwin: Win Win
Sheau Swan: Wei- Jellie
Shannon: Peanut/ Nut Nut?
Cheryl: Tissue

For Esther:
Cheryl: Sai Lei QQ Zhu
Esther: Si Fu Fei Fei Zhu

For Shannon:
Cheryl: Abugee
Shannon: Imoogee



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Dandelion

This is Dandelion, say goodbye now...


Tuesday, March 31
Pre-Dinner

This all happened ON Sunday before the dinner.

We were at church during concert practice. What happened when we ended was that... We all didn't have a key. Eventually we just locked it from the inside la- not the grill all, I think. And Adrian, Patrina, Nadicson, Eunice, Jenny and I went to the mamak because Lok, Richard, Peter, Ju Winn, Esther (Juju's friend) (I think that's it) went to Lok's house with Nadicson's car. So we chill and wait for them to finish playing games la.

Sitting there we talked about everything and bang each other all damn kow la. Patrina day dream also damn kow. Oh and you know the blue book of mine? Is in my bag. And Jenny has identified it as my diary. This is not good news because she took it out and everyone else was like, your diary ah? xD CRAAAPPP... Adrian asked me la why the hell do I bring it out? So I said, it's safer here than at home. Truthfully, it doesn't make a difference who reads it at home... So long it's no one from church. it's just there cause Veno gave it to me when I was carrying that bag. But that answer didn't pop out. xD too long of a story.

Anyhoo. Started to rain. == The wind DAMN strong. make everything fly away until Patrina also scared. xD But still must sit and wait. Then Patrina had an epiphany, she had to buy pom poms.. For her NEPHEW? WTH? No.. It's actually for her- I heard wrongly. xD

We told Lok and all to go straight to Caleb's place- or for Clare's sake- Peter's place... While we go to ou first. We crammed up in the car and Nadicson, Patrina and I went down. Took her to Toys R Us and the pom poms there look like mops. So we run to Popular and bought crepe paper to MAKE pom poms. Hhahaha... We then met Adrian at One World hotel. Guess what we found out? He friggin works there. == URGH.. First throwable laptops, now he just works in One World.

I'm messaging Lynette, she cari-ing pasal with everyone as usual. And everyone reached there before us since took long for us to make a detour and stuff. But we still mangaed to eat a lot la. We were at the small eater's table. :D Or I was la. Everyone else went the other side. Yeap, good pre dinner AND dinner. =D

5:22 PM

Caleb's Dinner

So on Sunday evening, Caleb threw the worship team a dinner at his place. Steamboat man! Okay fine, I'm not the biggest steam boat fan, but its fun eating with people and fighting for food and having NO idea what you're eating. (Yuri told me I was eating alligator. So I took it and found out it was pork- Sorry Esther) I got pretty good treatment, Jessica was dumping her food on my plate, Lynette was helping me take food and drink and forced Yuan to get me drinks when he got up too. But the title as good friend goes to Lynette la. She didn't ffk. Hahaha...

Then we were doing Jenny's homework. I CAN READ CHINESE! Oh my gosh... I can read friggin Chinese and do her Math. Cause now she's doing dates la. So it's year, month all- bla bla.. I can do. Hee hee =D I damn bangga. But Lynette la (I read damn slow) she damn pro. Sit there, finished the whole paper in 10 minutes. it was 30 questions ah? She just did the whole thing. So fwaaaaaah...

later on Adrian Lim came. DAMN BABI- he was wearing his Deram Theater Scenes of A Memory. That's Octavarium Pt 2. God thing I don't have Metropolis (Octavarium pt 1) Will be damn weird. But yeah, I was wearing my DT Train of Though with my camo pants. He also was wearing camo pants. I looked at him I'm like-"Deyh, you copy me weyh" Then he looked at me damn blur la. Oh, I didn't realize! == Cacat. To top it all of this lok came up to me- from the back- trying to scare me as usual. but again- as usual... Tak jadi la. Cause he so mmlakang. I give him the smug face. Then he come to my face, "HAH, you matching couple T shirt with Adrian Lim" I was like WTC?! Then he look at me "HAHA, KENA D!" ====

Lok is damn mengada la. he can come back you know when I was talking to Lynette. She mentioned that we were wearing same pants- I didn't realize earlier la. So i said the basket copy me one, not my fault. I complain la, my style gone d. Then Lok came back,"One heart, one mind, one soul. It is not copying. It's just linked like that. Swimmers in a race. They all swim same direction, are they copying each other? NO" - Lok trying to be philosophical. If Sabina hears that she'd beat him up. xD

Then here's the good shit la. Yuri started playing all these blues stuff on the guitar. Shit man. He's a drummer, trumpeter AND guitarist? I got competition d. Lol. But he's damn good la. And Nadicson started singing along to his Bossa Bossa stuff. Crap the whole song in his opera voice. Damn mmlakang. Then he sang "I feel good", 'What a wonderful world" and all these songs with the distinct voice. He damn pro weyh. Only you that one also la. Hahhaha... But his many hand motions made him super Italian la.

And suddenly, he held Angie's hand,"Oh baby, oh baby, ;oh baby" in a cemas way. His facial expression changing like he constipated like that. Then he got up. There was an egg there. ==
This was it la. No one could take ANYMORE. Everyone just ate- got stomach ache d. Eunice also cannot tahan her own brother she got up don't know what to do and sat back down. Basket damn funny la. Everyone was just laughing at each other from there on. Haihhh... Die means die man.

FINALLY, Caleb asked us whether we're done and we sang "Give thanks". Immediately you could feel the Holy Spirit in our midst. I don't know about everyone else there, but I REALLY thank God for each and EVERY one of them there that night. I finally have nothing against anyone (other than for giving me a good stomach ache) that night. And I really had the sense of belonging though I wasn't in the spotlight. (And don't intend to be if you have to be that mmlakang) Lol. So it was just really nice to be there as one of them at that moment.

After we sang, Caleb was sharing his appreciation for us. (I love him too! And Debbie!!) Gave a speech on the whole team. Nadicson as MVB- Most Valuable Back-up and all. He's apparently always wanted on everyone's team. But as he told me, it's really his passion to sing for the church la. And Lok how he's bold now but still sounds like a sissy. XD Juju... Undeniable talent. (She eat for damn long also. Lol) He said I'm bolder too. :D Which is great cause last time I damn scared to see when to solo. Here's something to share outside the dinner:

Saturday- during lunch, I was talking to Joon about everything. Serving and stuff. Then he said a few things la. I don't remember what. but I was so semangat after that, I was on FIREEE! And it was the next day when I played I didn't look at the song i was supposed to play. Stand there and I MOVED. Whenever I serve, I'm like a kayu. I damn malu after std Jubilee. xD But it was that Sunday I was damn semangat la. Slow songs all I close my eyes and emo all. Damn FWAAHH.. So thanks Joon! :)

yeah. And after Caleb's speech, we sang Hari Ini to get hyper again. Then as usual, short attention span lead on to a few songs. And then came Rhana's cake. To celebrate her belated birthday. And after prayer, we put cake in her face. (There's always something funny after prayer- so beware) I terate the cake you know, I didn't know there was nuts. == Bangang like hell. Then interrupted Richard and Adrian Tan playing by singing whatever words I know and focing Peter to sing louder whenever I didn't know. (Four of us la. Lol) Good thing he knows everything by heart. Hhahaa... Alright, await the next post for PRE-dinner.

4:52 PM

Cheryl loves change

If you hadn't realize, I always welcome change like its my friend like that. When I cut my hair, I always TRY to cut it short or differently but most people won't let me la. == Cause... I don't know, I'm prone to accident as I am prone to change?

Right now, I'm getting fatter. (who wants to know why?) Well, DUH.. I eat like a pig. What do you get? I guess I'm totally cool with putting on weight. As I told Esther, I just feel like putting On weight to LOSE it. xD I know all those weight conscious people would hate me now. Lol. But if I still eat what I want and not be anorexia so what kan? All I wanna do is EAT! :p Plus, I've been eating extra, extra more often. Maybe its puberty?

Not only that, but after todays band practice... I'm getting tanner too. I don't mean I'm getting darker like dark brown. I'm getting BURNT into some freaky shade of black after ONE day. And we have practice EVERYDAY. hee hee hee... I'm going to get a pen to jot down yellow jokes because I know Adrian is coming after me when he sees me getting black. xD I'm SOOOO ready. :p

4:44 PM

Sunday, March 29
Previtta's Birthday

The Planning

Immediately after Jane's birthday, we started planning for Win's. And when I finished planning Win's (which was like less that a week after Jane's) We started on Pre's.

Veno- the great best friend
She was the one who planned everything. And as we were planning, what would Pre want? CD? No... Bigger. A cake? No... Bigger. It has to be WAY more gempak. So we settled at keyboard. The party. Bring a cake to school. No... More gemapak. Party at her place? It's too big to fit. Restaurant, buffet. Yes. Then came MSSS, all the plans were ruined. Time is out. Settle at another nearby restaurant- that leaves us no choice! We didn't spread the word in time, so everyone who was fighting didn't come for the party.

I'm SOOO SORRY if some of you weren't invited. ESPECIALLY Bella. Omg, I'm so sorry! We didn't budget anything we just called everyone we saw. Sorry tahu!!!

Murphy's Law- always shoot the messenger
So I spread the word since Veno was in band practice. Everyone scolding me cause of all the changes. I'm like- you dowwana come don't come la haih, cause problem only. Lol. And spreading the word wasn't even my job. Some mangkuks suddenly call me to scold me because I collect money in fact. Yeah, Veno I owe you 30 bucks. I'll bring for you on Monday.

The lack of sleep
For some reason, everyone called me before they arrived. I was asleep in my room and a bunch of people are calling me asking me- what's the plan? Are you there? Are you in band?

I'M ASLEEP!

The Party

So it wasn't AS gempak as planned. But she cried. It was loads of fun. It's my first party for a long time. It's always just dinner at someone's house. This is a party like outside. Lol. So awesome. Pictures can be found on other blogs. hahaha.. Shannon put cake on my face and on my hair == So I put it in her nose :p War la. And guess what I did for the whole party? Eat, eat, eat, eat AND eat. That's all for now. :) Gotta RUSH!

12:08 AM

Thursday, March 26
Vibes...

Hellooo.. I'm so sorry for the blogging shortage. But my connection is being a real mengada-fied ass. This is one of the few that I can. But I'll be back as often as I can.

Alright, this one is a bit weird to bog about cause I can't scientifically explain it. But since this is a blog. I can tell you about MY opinion and how I feel about it. :)

So yeah, vibes. I'm sure you get the vibe when someone likes you or shit, I get the vibe that someone's going to die like today. I was kinda down for the whole day. And my dad was like,"Something's wrong" I asked him what about? And he replied,"I think someone died today. I think it's Ooi (My aunt)'s mum." I go "CHOI!!!" and feel around the car. But in fact, as it rained... I realized that there was something in me that had kinda been down too. And I realized the scene was exactly as how it was when my grandma died before. (My dad didn't have the vibe, he heard my aunt crying before this. I didn't know that.I thought he was psychic O.o)

A little later. He receives a message. He was driving so he asked me to read it. "Dear all, I'm sorry to say that Ooi's mother had just passed away" Even before I read on the rest I went,"OMGGG" Scary shit weyh.

But it's not just that. I now dream of things. Yes, I SOOO got it because my sister influenced me. (Somehow) But it's scary. I dreamt of a lot of things. Which I can't really tell you but. Two or three things d. And my pastor (not from my church some friend) she said that she's quite sure I'll be sensitive to people when my sister told her she dreams shit. How should I know that sensitivity meant to collect information before it's told? I thought it was just because I liked helping people and crying with them. xD Hence the name Tissue. Lol.

That's NOT IT! As you can see in my CBox (yes, Clare ==) Everyone has some idea on who I should look at or date. But guess what? They're all different people. Lol. Jane says she doesn't know why but I'll be suitable for her friend, forgot the name. But yeah. Clare thinks I should date all geeks. xD i don't know la, crap vibes. I don't know how correct my vibes are. But I guess only time will tell. Quote time!

You can only understand life backwards,
Yet only live it forwards


(I just like finding excuses to use the block quote. Hee heee.. So cute right? Good job, win!)

Is that it? Yeah, I know things that you don't. Haha, I'm awesome. I like God for giving this thinggy to me. He awesomer. :)

8:59 PM

Wednesday, March 25
band blog

hey hey. all you readers who are amb members, please do check the new band blog for updates yeah. i'm trying to make it like an online band board? so yeah. thanks! the link's updated already. =)

-win

10:03 PM

Friday, March 20
An Early Band Camp Post

Marching = Walking, but exaggerated.

So we learnt. Here's the shit, formation ain't as easy. Well, it kinda is la. But to do it perfectly with music, colour guards and the drum major... You gotta admit that's HARD. Of course all it needs is work, though it's tiring.

To the details.

You have to wake up at 6am. Sleep at 12 am.

It's not as bad as it sounds. This year, its marching the whole morning. By the time the sun gets hot, we go into the art gallery and play music. =D But the second day we kow kow work on formation la.Not so much tutti THOUGH that particular day I learnt A LOT from music.*

There's always room for more food.

I've had double portion of EACH meal when they made too much food. So the first day for me is:

Two portions of breakfast
Two portions of lunch
Maggi for tea
Two portions of dinner
Chips in between some meals


I wasn't bloated at all. O.o I don't know what got into me. But... I'm not complaining. I hope I didn't steal anyone's food.

I did not faint!!!

YEAH! I didn't faint at all or black out. Unfortunately the first morning when we were asked to run three rounds around the field my nerves were a WRECK and when I got punished another round my neck was pounding like mad. And Farah scared me to death when she said it can pecah. Shit, that is NOT funny. But whatever. I'm not running four anymore. Three is my limit. Hhahaa..

Band will never suck when all your best friends are in it
Those of my best friends who weren't in band, are in choral speaking- who I saw anyway :)

We always knew you can NEVER get bored with your best friends. But what more if you're all involved in the same thing. And when I fell sick** today (That's why I can blog now) Mini actually came to the gallery to check up on me, Lydia got water for me and Veno, Shannon, Lynette, Sheau (not a band member, but still a bestie =D), Danielle and Esther temaned me and helped me during lunch too. (Sorry if you name wasn't metioned, I THINK that's it)

We have an awesome conductress :)

So you have too many things to do. You still batu, woman. :) I think you do a good job leading.

We have a great president ;)

Yeah Mini, camp went well. Thanks for everything. It's all awesome. :)

* So much for stacato, tenuto, slur. xD

** I'm allergic to air conditioners. ==

11:59 PM

Monday, March 16
Let Down by Marvel :(

So I do have to blog about a lot of things. But I'll get to that tomorrow. Win's b'day (In detail of the thing and the planning), flooded church + service at SEGi and Sunway + Esther's place.

Either way, I'm gonna start with why Marvel has upset me. Now it's COMPULSARY to pay for every damn comic you read. NONE that are free whatsoever. They used to be. So now I'm bengang. It's 4.95 USD for a month.So it's 50 bucks a year. I need to save up for too many things. But it's SOOO CHEAP!!! And I can read EVERYTHING since it's unlimited access online! :( I really want in on it. I'll just wait till Christmas then. Or for someone to be willing to but. Lol.

11:05 PM

Thursday, March 12
thank youuu!

All thanks to Cheryl Lee Yesudas, who nicely planned everything out for today. xD really appreciate everythinggg! =D and yes. i did enjoy my birthday, thank you. =) and yes, it was an awesome surprise. =D love yaaa!

A huge thankyou to all those who contributed for my cake fund too! =D haha, thanks yeaah!! =D really loved it! xD


-win. ssv live onnnn. XD

11:16 PM

Wednesday, March 11
A Tag by Esther I never saw

Fill 10 spots with the people you wanna tag. If you ran out of people use characters from movies, books or made-up ones to fill the spots.*I'm feeling , sentimental . So I'll tag the people who were there for me & fictional characters .
1)Laura Ng
2)Esther Tan
3)Kamini Tan
4)Jane Tan
5)Clarissa
6)Lynette Lee
7)Shannon Lwe
8)Kaylee
9)Venodhah
10)Eva Chen
1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
3's height gets insulted :p
2) 9 tries to get 5 into a strip club.
Go la, 5. Sure one!
3) You need to stay at a friend's house for the night. Who will you choose, 1 or 6?
6! 1 will whack kow kow :p (just kidding)
4)2 and 7 are making out, 10 walks in. What happens?
10 will say ARENT YOU MARRIED WITH 3 AFFAIRS? Not enough ah?! xD Good luck no. 3
5)3 falls in love with 6, 8 is jealous. What happens?
2 will kill 6 and 8.
6)4 jumps to you in a dark alleyway, who saves you? 2,7, or 10?
Definitely 7 or if feeling like a gentlemen 10 la, but it'll be funny to see 2 try. xD
7) 1 starts a cooking show. 15 minutes later what is happening?
The cooking show finishes with a song.
8)3 has to marry either 8, 4 or 9. Who will they choose?
2! But amongst the three... 9. xD Altos affair.
9)7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's freedom.
To go call 3 la.. DUH... For 2's last words :p
10)Everyone gangs up on 3, does 3 has a chance in hell?
If great things come in small packages, you just have to wait and see what the package is. O.o
11)Everyone is invited for 2 and 10's wedding except 8. How does 8 reacts?
8 will laugh her ass off then call 3. Lol.
12) Why is 6 afraid of 7?
Because she FOC. Especially when she Mighty Morphin with 2.
13)1 is late for 2 and 10's wedding, Why is that so?
Too busy laughing/ calling 3. What's with you and 2 and 10's wedding?
14)5 and 9 are drunk at your house, what happens?
I don't think either one of them would. One would probably take out the other and CHICK FIGHT!
15)9 murders 2's best friend. What is 2's revenge on 9?
ELECTRIC SHOCK!
16) 1 and 6 are in mortal danger, Does 6 save herself or 1?
Duh la herself. It's 1! :p And it's 6. Hahhahaa...
17) 8 and 3 go camping and for some reason they forget to bring any food. What will they do?
8 will go shopping and 3 will go hunting. *sakai noise*
18)5 is in a car crash and is injured. What does 9 do?
not believe it and forget that it ever happened.

*Don't do the tag unless you wanna. I just wanna finish it xD

9:17 PM

Cheryl = Guy?

Nope. That linear equation so ain't right. I hate to be a no backboner. but what's funny is that guys address me as a guy and girls address me as a girl. And I don't mean just... Guy. They really believe it. == And girls, they think I'm a girly2. Or that's what Clare told me when she exclaimed I like getting my nails done. I like COLOURS lol. You can classify that under male gay or politically correct as a girl. whatever.

All I mean to say here, is that everyone has their own opinions on "That's a guy thing" or "that's a girl thing" Working on the above equation it just shows that I can only attract gay people in the romantic sense la. So, great... I really have to end up being some pondan. == So let's see your thoughts ladies (And gentlemen though I don't know any :p) and guys who probably don't read this blog anymore. What is a "Guy thing" and what is a "Girl thing"?

See what I did? Blue I used for male and pink for females. WHY CAN'T GUYS LIKE PINK?! I know I'm the famous one for going,"Wow, that's macho" when someone is wearing all pink. But that is what the world has made us conceive in our thoughts! But the world today is slowly breaking out of this conformity. In other words, the in thing is... To break away from conformity.

When your identity is "no identity" you're cool.

Who the hell came up with that idea?

It's so obvious that the world is running out of ideas. First it was cool to wear skinny jeans like Axel Rose or something, then it was cool to go flare. Now we're going back to those ages cause we can't think of anything else. Then you just say,"I'm wearing neither. I just roll up my pants till my knees so I don't fall into any fashion ideology" You know what's worse?

When one person breaks away, the crowd will try it to. They end up doing the same thing.

Uh-huh.. Ever felt like the world was copying you? It's because you decided to be poyo and so did the rest of the world. In fact, some of them did it before you but you were to poyo to realize. So janganlah perasan sangat ya? Everyone has had their own moments I think.

The people who arenot affected by this, get told off for not having "Fashion sense" HELLO! That was your intention- to have no fashion sense. But by accident you were stylish and you're now telling the people who don't care about their "identity" to conform to your poyoness? Thank you very much.*

Back to the topic, the conceived idea of what guys and girls must be. Guys like games, girls like clothes. I guess in society today the majority is still so.

What's wrong if girls like games and comics and guys like shopping for clothes?

Yes, I'm a victim. Girls who like playing games just shows that we can have fun too? We're not always looking for clothes and focusing on how we appear to other people as most would think. If you'd like to know (Even if not, my blog- whatever. xD) I don't ven look in the mirror before I go out, neither do I brush my hair- unless my mum forces me to la.

So whatever la okay. Point proven. Scientificlly, sex is judged on your down there. (LOL) But due to custration and.. Omg... Kamini's speech on vaginal circumsicion makes a difference or if you're a transexual or something (REFRAINING from saying a name) which happens more in our society today.

6:02 PM

The Problem with Being A Cheryl

Random thing I have to post before I forget.

-> Fear of the camp. xD says (5:50 PM):
One circle is correct. The other is the two lines thing

-> Listen: Beautiful Saviour, Hope-Here I Am To Worship, Power of Your Love. =] says (5:51 PM):
Where..?
The super big round one, rigt..?
*right

-> Fear of the camp. xD says (5:53 PM):
YEAP
6 units from C
No la.. The circle is squarish one

-> Listen: Beautiful Saviour, Hope-Here I Am To Worship, Power of Your Love. =] says (5:54 PM):
HUH!?!?
SQUARISH!?!?
AM I DEAD NOW OR WHAT!?!?
==

-> Fear of the camp. xD says (5:54 PM):
HAHAHAHA.. Lol.. I'm kidding la
...Squarish circle. ==

-> Listen: Beautiful Saviour, Hope-Here I Am To Worship, Power of Your Love. =] says (5:55 PM):
Aiyohhh.
Damn you.
Freaked me out la.
==
I was just thinking how to do it.
=_=

-> Fear of the camp. xD says (5:57 PM):
HAHAHA
You draw the circle and make it into a transformer
Transformers roll out and transform INTO A SQUARE!

5:39 PM

Kamini's amiguous life

If you've seen the cbox in her blog, you might know what I'm talking about. BUT of course half of you won't know the story so I'll start off with talking about the cycling trip. =D

The highschool HOPE group and most of the leaders went to Bukit Cahaya for a cycling trip. We rented bikes there and guess who else came? LAURA! It was all set that after cycling, we'd go study at McD's. But.. Lynette and Laura couldn't cycle. So, Esther and i cycled up and once we reached level ground, we'd teach them how. We cycled as they walked up and we singgah by the animal place thing. We talked to some... I don't know who we talked to. But some of them la. Lol. we talked to parrots, ostriches and rabbits too. But they wanted to make rabbit stew. O.o

We stopped at the pondok for sharing. Patrina damn power d. We like mmlakang only sing and dance to "I walk by Faith" So she shared about faith and.. It was good stuff la. Pretty short too. We ended in a word of prayer, led by Joshua and after he said "Amen" he shouted, "LOOK OVER THERE!" It was an elephant walking past us! I asked Caleb whether he can teman me go make friends. He replied,"I'd love to follow you, but they won't let us" :( :( :( :(! I don't like Bukit Cahaya people. I want elephant. :( We cycled down and up, last as usual because I stopped Caleb to ask him whether i could make friends. Lol.

Went up to the four seasons house. We ditched Laura and Lynette :p (Sorry) Cycle damn fast la then must cross the stupid narrow bridge. Joshua was like I scared you all get lost. So tell Peter and Ashton (The only two in front of me) to go left. I cycled to catch up with them and I shout,"PETER! LEFT, GO LEFT" Then I realized there was ONLY a sharp left turn which you can't missed. Buggar laugh at me damn kow.

So we reach the four seasons house. It was SPRING! It was pretty warm I guess but in between the two spring rooms, damn was it cold. The guys actually had stupid competitions like who could leave their hands on the railing the longest under the air cond. Adrian (Lim, Tan wasn't there) and Nadicson stood under the aircond as their lips turn purple as a test to see who's more man. Lol! No idea who won for either of the competitions but all same same la. Lol.

My signature of the day: Cycle close to someone and go CAREFUL CAREFUL CAREFUL!
Esther's signature of the day: Touching Yuan in the four season house. Grossness. xD
Lynette's signature of the next week: Omg, Joshua :p
Laura's signature of her life: *PIAK*

Thats for the four of us la. Nadicson managed to make Esther JUMP by shouting in her ear before cycling again. Lol. Justin and I were high five-ing through out the thing. And after the four season house we got ditched. Lyn took the bus. Esther cycle with don't know who (Probably Yuan, watch out Kamini) So it was Laura, Justin, Ashton and I stuck. Justin ask me to hold up his bike so he could repair it and cycle damn far away. He disappeared. I walked with laura so she won't be sesat. So I asked Ashton to go with Justin but he was nice enough to cycle slowly along with us. We got lost along the way but we made it back in good time. :)

My ass lebam after that trip. We even called Mini in the middle of it just to inform her that Esther was cheating on her.* Her first reaction was eww. Then,"HOW DARE SHE" Esther, so much for,"Taansh so tall meh?" You got Yuan now. xD After everything, went to McD for a hardcore session of.. SEJARAH! We planned to do Science, but it was easy shit la. All the questions not from the text book also. Common sense. So whatever. Sejarah, I finished the whole Form 1 syllabus except for Chapter 5. Which I REFUSE to learn. Thank God. Only 2 questions came out. From 3-7 then her daddy sent me home.

*How is it now? Mini is with her taansh and Esther is with Brandon, sulu AND Yuan? Hahhahaa... I really cannot do exam like this. xD I'm gonna draw each one of you in my next test paper/ music piece.

3:48 PM

Saturday, March 7
Sex, Drugs and Rock and Roll

Sex, drugs and Rock and Roll... Only applies to the generation of which rock and roll REALLY started from.

I'm so sorry to all the fans? But Jonas brothers, you don't get any. The Click whatever.. Doesn't get any. and neither should whatever their names are. So yeah. Let me tell you why.

It's harder to smuggle drugs on tour.
It's not all "there's war. Let's smoke" That was in Hong Kong a friggin billion years ago. The Opium war is OVER. So's the Vietnam war which the Beatles sudo survived. It's not legal. It's not in to go "I'm seeing flowers and rainbows" no more. Nowadays, people just PRETEND to be high. Yeah losers, THAT'S in! Have you ever heard people going: I'm high on chocolate? yes. That's called being a gay loser. Sugar rush is NOT getting high.

Everyone has sex anyways. You don't have to be a rockstar.
Sad but true. We're living in such a corrupted world today that you see men in saree's looking for sex in FRONT of a brothel on the streets of Brickfields. I saw one of them assault 2 chinese boys. And everyone's desperate. You meet someone and say come home with me- THEY WILL. Once again sad, but true. make a difference and say no to sex. With sex comes STD's!

There is no more rock and roll on the radio.
This is a matter of sticking to its roots. And in my opinion (I MAY be minority) all the real stuff is still not to be seen in the mainstream scene! What is the closest thing we have to ROCK and ROLL.... Even Bon Jovi is gay. Death Magnetic is a disgrace to Trash Metal but an uplift for Metallica. However, where's the rock and roll? Deja Voodoo Spells are not even big enough to be heard on the radio properly. But they are what I consider to be from its roots.

These are just stirred up thought from this quiz I was taking an hour ago. I guess its because I'm angry. xD I don't think so. But I certainly sound angry. Hahhahaa...

11:24 PM

Basement

For those who don't know, I live in a condo. And as my dad was looking for something in the car just now, I performed a few experiments that prove that



No. It did not REQUIRE someone as smart as me to find out about that. But of course, it was me who decided to write out simple things of life that people already understand to make it seem slightly funnier.

The first one. I found out by jumping in front of (Not on) a cockroach. It simply lay still. So I did it again. No response. And again, I jumped. It scurried for it's life. I did it another 2 times and it continued to run. I don't get it. I guess it didn't realize I was jumping in its face? Or it was prepared cause they knew I was trying to psyche it out.

The second. My dad buys 4D numbers. Yeah, go figure. He keeps on missing it by one digit and complains about it. And as we were watching football in the mamak. No goal. The SECOND he got up and walked to the streets Chelsea scored a "beautiful" goal. == How GREAT. I just stood there in awe and laughed at my dad cause for the whole day he kena like that. When he was watching Deal or No Deal hungry, time simply CRAWLED by. Haha! :p

yeah, the third was pretty weird. I heard children screaming alright, I always do. But as I looked blankly into thin air as I always do, I could hear some singing. It wasn't like normal singing. It was like the friggin hantu from the Desert of Lost Souls. I'm not kidding. or someone's playing God of War REAAALLLYY loudly. O.o

The children screaming, back to that. Everyday an night and evening and afternoon, you can hear SOME POOR CHILD screaming at the top of their lungs either from the left or right of our unit. The child is not irritating, it's the parent. == They are so friggin strict about every little thing that the kid is always crying. It's traumatizing for your kids man. Do that with some kinda limitations lady, or I'm calling the cops.

White people, beat your kids. Chinese people, don't bleed your kids. Jamaican people, find a REASON to hit your kids. And Indian kids? Don't call children's aid.

11:12 PM

Damn gay la. xD

-> Etsl : Adorable!! says (5:30 PM):
no need
haha
what for u wan a step father when ur father is here ?

-> Spider-Man and Obama! Go team, go! says (5:30 PM):
Not that I want. But got ma. But prefer the father la.

-> Etsl : Adorable!! says (5:30 PM):
of course
GOOD DAUGHTER

-> Spider-Man and Obama! Go team, go! says (5:31 PM):
I know

-> Etsl : Adorable!! says (5:31 PM):
i know la , im a good FATHER too
but u have a BAD MUM

-> Spider-Man and Obama! Go team, go! says (5:33 PM):
why ah?

-> Etsl : Adorable!! says (5:33 PM):
i dont know
suddenly find u a step mother
father*

___________________________________________________

-> one could not count the moons that shimmer on her roofs or the thousand splendid suns that hide behind her walls. says (5:44 PM):

aiyoh. she betrayed me.
for no reason.
great. i feel so loved now.
first brandon now this?

-> Spider-Man and Obama! Go team, go! says (5:45 PM):
Brandon and Amrit same standard kan?
Omg.. Meaning I have a stepmum too. Brandon is my step mum. xDDD



5:28 PM

Aiyoo

You know what? I think I'm turning back into the geek I once was.. Slowly. I don't mean by html and stuff like that. I've given up the use of code a long time ago. Sherwin rocks at that. :p But I mean, I'm back to reading comics, checking out light sabers in CARREFOUR and playing excessive games.

Yeah sure, reading comics is not that bad. Unless you go online religiously everyday to read the latest edition of Spiderman, feel guilty you can't afford it. But try to squirm some stuff out of Marvel anyway cause you can't do anything about it. Tell everyone who would listen about how everyone from X-Men is so friggin irritating but still... Continue to love and read it. (Cause I like Archangel and Iceman) Lecture everyone about how Ironman is so cool, but Batman is my soul mate though he's kinda gay and doesn't have real super powers. I guess I'm bound to like gay boys...

Light sabers in Carrefour... Yeah. Just the other day, I was at Tropicana City with my sister and she RAN to the My Little Pony section and I RAN to check out DC action figures and found.. LIGHTSABERS! Ohemgeee.. I'm SOOO saving up to get one of those. =D I want to invent one on my own too so I can kill people who don't expect some laser to cut their hand off. Well, Anakin didn't. Luke didn't either. *grins* But that just shows how much we've grown up. xD

Playing excessive games is never right. (No offence gamers) Cause like.. My dad gets pissed whenever he sees my emulator open. You should be studying! And I go,"DIE AKUMA, DIE!" Or,"I'm going to overtake you, dumbass, stupid red car of no name!" (That's on shockwave btw) I guess I just have to be productive of some sort. But I don't know how. I'm only productive when I'm out of my parents sight. I can't look SMART in front of them- which sucks by the way.

So... That concludes this post cause... There are other geeky things that I and many other people do. But.. I don't wanna say it. xD SO yeah... =D

4:34 PM

Friday, March 6
Semangat AMB

First let me talk about the GREAT rules Laura put in for band. It's all sudo new, I guess? But let's blog about it to see what OTHER people think. Hahha..

Laura is the Quarter Mistress along with Adeline. In other words, band room, instruments, cleanliness- everything la. They're in charge. Which means death to us. If ONE person doesn't arrange their shoes, the WHOLE BAND has to pay RM3. If ONE person does not arrange their bags, the WHOLE BAND has to pay RM3. Mmm hmm... I guess its a good thing, one band, one sound. We have to help others arrange and stuff without actually being calculative about who's it is. But in less than 2 months, we got 60 ringgit. Before the whole band have to pay. It's just the person who carries out an offence, pays. Now the band is going to be stinking rich- leaving its members.. Stone broke. xD

Today a bunch of us met up to sorta... "jam" the concert pieces? But of course, we went out of the concert songs. We played about everything we missed. Some Swearingen stuff and.. :) Lord of the Rings! We even played King's Mountain Adventure and Saturday Night Fever. But we can play Michael Jackson till before Beat It perfectly. (where we have a melody!) So that's great.

After that, we were asked to do a few things la. Carry the cabinets and take some box in and all. Pretty fun la. After all of that, Esther and I (who have agreed on this earlier), ran 200 metres to up our stamina. We want to do that after school everyday. But it's been raining so this is the first time and.. Ohemgee. 200 metres also can see stars. == I feel so gay man. Anyhoooo, we proceeded to go back to the notebook that we're making for fund raisers. and shoot. I'M LATE. Like by 10 minutes la, but still...

My dad's car is still getting heated up even after servicing it. :( So bengang la. I don't know how now lorrhh...

Today is going to be my sleeping day because tomorrow must wake up early. Aikk.. Sunday also. If they are not watching Punisher tomorrow I'm going to watch it by myself once Tropicana city opens. I SWEAR.. They planned it two days in a row, both also tak jadi. Thank God I went to play Street Fighter with Shannon instead! kena ffk... Basketball that day also, it rained. Hahahaha! I wanna play more PS3. :( Or SOME form of game that is NOT the emulator. Which I should give bac to Lynette. I totally forgot. Shit. lyn, if you're reading this, please remind me. I saved it in my Abugee hard drive d. :)

7:25 PM

Thursday, March 5
Manglish

I thought of this in the loo. Murphy's Law. The crossword puzzle clue pops into your head once you're in the loo. YES ITS TRUE!

What is "la, ma, ker, kot" and other STUFF that Malaysian's put just to end their sentence. This is a small fact I learn from someone's Original Oratory speech.

La is a good example of globalization. Even the "Mat sallehs" can't get enough of it.
Indeed. But what does this actually mean?

Those little slang thinggies are just "thinggies" people put to make it sound more CASUAL. yes it is not ONLY me who try to sound stupid all the time. Its ALL of us who refuse to sound smart and have taken that habit in to account... LA. You just can't HELP but say it NOW cause you've grown into that heritage!

In addition to that, it's just SUCH a habit that.. A sentence is now incomplete without it. When stressing an obvious point, you just have to say it! "Like this also cannot see AH? it's obviously done like this MA!" That's the condesending habit of most Malaysians. But of course, not all. It's the kiasu parents who can't bare for their kids to get a 90 in Math. It's too low.

Why do I say "la" WAY more often then anyone. Cause not only is it in my sentences... I'm constantly humming! lalalalalaaaa! =D

7:06 PM

Why kids end up hating their parents xD

hahha, this is not really a serious I HATE MY PARENTS thinggymajig. This is just an observation that I believe is quite applicable.

I have to start of with the word TEENAGERS. (I know I'm one when I say this) Stupid, little angst-y baskets who can't control their emotions- throw them- and get pissed off at themselves for it. Dumbass? I think so. Unfortunately, we all have to live with this nonsense at SOME point of our life.

OVERGROWN TEENAGERS are poyo-ted crap who is angsty in their 20's. Sad? I think so. Teenagers who like Twilight because it's "romantic" in a sense where everything is "PERFECT" and all lsd-ing in her head. That's fine. But when a 20 year old likes it- beware...

This applies to everyone who gets mad at their parents.

When they tell you something about what you've DONE. (It's your fault la) You go shit, I shouldn't have done it. But it's a reflex to defend yourself, so you fight even if you're wrong. But the proud falls the hardest for you didn't admit your wrong doing.

When they tell you something about what you HAVEN'T DONE. (Not your fault) You get pissed off. Then you tell yourself, small thing- chill. You conscience* takes over. You realize you shouldn't be angry for that little thing, you get mad at yourself and show it by pissing off your parents more.

If its a subjective thing whether you're right or wrong- you just argue because.. Superiority complex- You're always right. Therefore you get angry because your parents won't listen.

PARENTS are aliens who can never go down. After a long hard battle which you've won, they're dead.. They have no points. But they'll get up and last stand you if they have to and punish you anyway. You can't get your way. The little ones can't be right. Not if they're rude especially. (I don't like rude people so I kinda agree. Lol) Strange creatures, they always know what to do BUT never know when to stop. Punishing, spoiling. It's a horrid tough task that one cannot carry out perfectly. And all blame, whether from themselves, children or outsiders- is put on them and normally.. Them only.

*CONSCIENCE is not the little voice that tells you right from wrong. But tells you that someone is watching. So you have to DOUBLE consider your actions and judge more carefully whether it's right or wrong. Whether it's God, parents, friends or co-workers.

Ps: I would like your feedback to tell me whether this is accurate. Cause I'm kinda trying to observe everything. :) Thank you. :)

6:08 PM

Extemporaneous boys. xD

This is a little food for thought.

Why Extemporaneous boys almost NEVER seem appealing/ attractive to girls at SEA Forensics.

Funny shit. I thought of it cause this morning, my sister asked me who's on the pamphlet of my Forensics book. I looked at the back and IF I am not mistaken is Michael George, aight? Whatever it is...

Last year, when I competed, my sister came to watch. As we were walking out, "the guy on the pamphlet" asked her where she from and stuff. She simply said,"I was in school and competed 5 years ago" Lol!! Guess what happened...? He ran away.

When I realized it was Michael George- or so I think- I laughed my ass off! I just could have been because I was in extemporaneous and I probably didn't realize cause I was still recovering from my crapping-ness.

Back to the main question. WHY don't they get girls?

No 1. Girls want someone of CHARACTER.

I'm not saying that people in extemp are boring- Vicky is kinda cool- but... Come on, you have 7 cool things to choose. Extemp IS cool especially for smart people. But.. If you ONLY choose that? Yu have to be reaaaalllyyy factual and... Scary. Michael George's voice bores me to death. I couldn't even listen to his isi to tell whether its bernas or not.

No. 2 Actors are hotter. (after Impromters :p)

Sad but true. I'd date someone spontaneous and somewhat smart enough to conjure a whole 4 minute speech about a boring word in one minute and make it INTERESTING. If you're good at it of course. But either way, the Simon (cycle cycle guy) was funny too. (though I wouldn't really date HKIS boys- they make me seem normal) xD

Actors, have a different aura to them, I have to say. They can be a whole other personality while putting in the essence of themselves. They have to KNOW themselves (in other words, not some emo insecure piece a crap... USUALLY) before they choose their piece- and play them well. So next to extemp, who'd look at them?

No. 3 Extempers... Are smarter than you.

Girl would NORMALLY have a superiority complex- They have to be better than you! I guess this applies to debates too. But debators have partners which normally throws people off that you're working closely to another member of the opposite sex- that isn't them. But heck, extempers are REALLY smart. They have to read like banyak to sound smart. And... Man, I don't want a guy who'd only talk about wars and the economy crunch that's happening now. And whether "the president should stay to save the country or LEAVE!"

that concludes my little speech. I think. By the way, this only applies to people who ONLY joined Extemp and GOOD ones- good actors too!

5:48 PM

Wednesday, March 4
School...?

Yeah man. Exams are coming. I'm so screwed. Justin is coming in a bit to teach me math. THANK GOD!

I think everyone knows I was sick on Monday. Thanks to everyone for your concern and help. :) Especially Veno, Eylia all. =D But by the mid of the second day. I was fine. =D woooo! I feel awesome now, thanks again. sorry for all the drama. xD

Errrrmmm... We've been eating and laughing for nothing more than usual in school lately in fact. It's kinda weird. Loadsa internal problems, but nothing with diret contact with me- I hope. nothing else about school? Let me continue the rest of the stuff in the next post then. :)

8:01 PM

Sunday, March 1
I feel worthless and crappy

Yeah. Worthless AND crappy. But ironically.. Here's something to everyone who feels crappy. Sorry if it doesn't hit the spot for you, but here is for Crystal and myself.

Isaiah 41.10

Do not be afraid for I am with you. Do no be discouraged for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will uphold you with my right victorious hand.

I don't know but that was just real words of comfort. Here's to the WHY I feel crappy AND worthless.

First marching practice of the year. In less than an hour or I hope an hour... I fainted. == SHIT la weyh. You know I try to tahan for damn long. But I yawn damn kow. But Adrian said that when you start yawning, your body is telling you that you need to breathe. If HE yawns for more than 5 times- he faints. Btw, he was ex CHS' bass trombonist/ euphonium player. So yeah.

Lynette tried to catch me. She couldn't carry me. Dani came and all. So it took 4 people. == Am I that fat ah? xD I feel bad that I can't contribute to band in that way la. Cause i wanna do more kinda thing. So yeah. :(


12:21 AM