You know what? I read SO SLOOOWWWLLLYYY! I was at MPH reading A Thousand Splendid Suns. Good book by the way. And after a half an hour, I've only read like 30 pages. xD Sad case. But I was lying down near the window and reading. Damn, I'd do that anytime. NEW HOBBY! That's my spot now. I LOVEEE the lighting, the scenery and everything I need to read. So awesome. I wanna go back to MPH! xD

And I got my hair cut too. When they cut it it was sucky. Cause I made my hair curl. But after that, I balik wash hair all. I made my hair straighterer. My hair actually nice. xD But I like my long hair more. :/ I guess I'll experiment next time then.

Until I go bald, Cheryl Lee. :)

You know... For a VERY long time. I've not been able to... Play properly? My improvising sounds like crap. I don't know what to do musically. Practice, well.. What do I practice? I don't know where I've stopped or what to start. It's LITERALLY a BLOCK! I'm trying out new genres and all. If anyone has any suggestion please.. Help? Maybe I need new inspiration, a new goal? Can anyone lend me a hand?

Hahaha... You know, since I visited Peter in the HDU, I've not been able to eat or sleep in peace. It's not his fault or anything. But it's just the idea that he's being in such pain and all. And... He's so friggin strong to tahan everything. After seeing him yesterday, much better. I could sleep that night. BUT every time I think only wake up. Couldn't sleep properly man. Very inerrupted. But after today, I saw him. All better and stuff. Knowing that he's not afraid, I can eat again. And hopefully sleep.

Thanks for the diet. xD So I'll sleep for one whole day la. I'll visit you soon. So.. BEWARE! :p

Ps: I'm so proud of you. :)

Raya is here. Oh, how I love Raya. I know it's funny to switch from one emo post to a happy post. But I'm trying to be happy. xD So yeah, raya. What are you guys doing for the holidays? Makaning, colelcting duit raya, sleeping? Anyone have any projects? Cause mine are just sad.

Sleep, eat, sleep, eat. And of course, dropping by to see Peter now every once in a while. I fss only la the hols now. Absolutely no plans. Only Monday, maybe Wednesday only. If anyone has anything to do, gimme a call. xD

Ps: I KNOW I'm sad case.

Post dedication time. I KNOW I shouldn't emo. But yeah, here's to you, Peter Chan.

When I got the news, my face was red and my heart sank. I mean DAMN IT man. I read the message 3 times. And I still can't accept the fact. Nevertheless, I was happy to be able to see you. In good condition, conscious and responsive. That gave me back some feeling to my skin. Yet again, they told me their speculations about how you got about. And that was where something in me begun to cry again. So Peter. We will join "forces" in prayer for you. Definitely. you'll be fine. Everything will be fine. Let your machoness shine. Hahhha..

So, macho man. To Peter. :)

We'll always sayang you. And if there's anything at all, we're behind you as a congregation. And for me, well... As a friend and sister. :) Anytime, anywhere, anything.

To everyone who reads this is welcome to pray with us for him.

sorry ehhh. darn belated post. xD lantern festival, at sheau's house. uh, 13th sept. thats how belated i am. =/ so sorryyyy.

so, went there to play candles rather than lanterns. yaash, cheryl, shannon, previtta, venodhah and myself were there. and sheau fang invited friends too. so, one gang 8 year olds and another 14 year olds. some how, previtta's cousin was sheau fang's friend. xD

i somehow became the fire source cause i was always holding a candle. O.o little kids came to me to get their lanterns lighted. xD then went for a walk, round the neighbourhood. and cheryl burnt her lantern up. -_- i, bawak candle. xD after that, went to sheau's room, chat and play cards. xD

anddd, pictures.

the people behind ssv. doing an ssv 'formation' with candles. hee.

this is it being lighted up. =P

all alight. woo. SSV!!

and its all glowy. some funny effect from my camera.

so, there's the before, the lighted, and this is the chunted AFTER. xD
cool heart previtta came up with. chun effect too. =P

and this is after that heart thing melted. =D

our lantern walk. with, none other than, cheryl lee yesudas. xD

we had a candle. but it went off. so we had to do without. haha

thats it. =)
-win

Sorry folks, my phone was cacat for a while. I had to make do with my 3310, who I like very much by the way. But now I can go back to LOTS of S:)M:)I:)L:)E:)Y:)S:)!

But now I friggin no credit thanks to you 016 people. xD from 8 bucks to 3 bucks after messaging 2 016 numbers at once. Damn it, man. I have 4 cents than a 012 finished. 29th September come. I get 500 smses. xD So lame, I'm posting this. But my dad is gonna kill me about my cash. Sooooo... GO DIE LA DIGI! xD

Ps: Yun Ji, as far as I'm concerned, you owe me credit. xD

Here's the real thinggy we went for. Sorry for those who didn't participate, btw. xD So it was Bam, Zsa, Kring, Htoo, Stephanie, May Peng, Evelyn, Richard, Peter, Esther Tan and I. See? Too many people, too little transport. But yeah. Went in 3 cars.

I'm so so sorry pK cause I ffk you on Sunday. The ice skating trip that I'm about to post, yeah.. I ffk Yun Ji cause some other people weren't coming. So I thought since you didn't have transport to go back, I might as well cancel on you too. Sorry yeah, I didn't know that you cancelled other plans and shit. I'm so so so sorry!

FINALLY! I get to get baptised. Ooo hooo! Since May we've been waiting to take it after that lesson. Damn cun ah just now. Went to Bible College of Malaysia to do everything. (we were supposed to go to Ulu Yam waterfall. Then change to swimming pool then change to church xD) Before it, we have to give testimonies. Something hit me, Yuan and Wai Yew are EXACTLY like Lok. Hhahaha... But well it was cun. I was the first of the lot. :D

Here's the BIG deal about this all. I made my dad come. He was glad to la even if he wasn't that into me going to this church. He normally doesn't like me going out and being so active here. And now, I get good feedback saying that he likes the people. :) :) :) :) !!!!! I'm SOOOOOOOO SOO SOOOO GLAD. You have NO idea. This morning I woke up and said a prayer just for it. And the day was near perfect. :)

Apparently Esther Tan came no problem. She laughed throughout the thing. Bam bam, Jenny and her followed me like bodyguard like that. xD But I'm REAAAAAAAALLY happy. Thank you everyone!

Congratulations to everyone who got baptised with me! :D

Okayh... I want new socks. I'm left with a pair of cacat socks, and the other side of Lem's socks. But I feel like their not mine. xD I want my own socks... I spend money on Esther's socks and all.. Must buy Sheau Swan's one also now. I GOT NO WALLET! I need space for my money and guitar picks.

Damn it weyh... I actually HATE school now, believe it or not. I used to like it. :/ I used to be hyper-er, chattier and stuff. But damn, a lot of shit has been going on at home to bring me down. Plus, I'm so friggin sick. Aaaahhhhhhhh....!!!

Tea Ceremony of the happy couple. Damn man.. I REALLY pity Prashant.

Stage 1:
Rap on opening the gates.
He already lost a hundred over bucks. I'll say about RM140.

Stage 2:
A LOT of questions. One wrong RM5. And it doubles up each time you answer it wrongly.
A drink of THICK coffee, mixed with pepper, salt, sugar... EVERYTHING in it. (He downed it no problem, didn't even ask for water)
Probably another RM400 here.

Stage 3:
A poem. Lynn decides whether it's good enough.

I got to serve them tea. Hug them la actually. xD But I still get ang pau. :) After that must go school. DAMN POTONG! So yeah. End of the WHOLE wedding

Have fun on your honeymoon in Bali.

Welcome to the family, Prashant! :)

Yeap, my cousin Lynn has finally married Prashant. They had the HUGEST wedding I've ever seen in my life. A hundred tables! There were like... A THOUSAND people? Damn... But it was fun all the same. Saw Samivelu, took a picture of his hair.. Close-up all. Later we'll judge whether it's fake or real :p

Temple Wedding

Temple wedding in the morning. Merdeka morning. We go to Lynn's house early for make-up and to tie sarees that need to be tied. I quite sesat there cause everyone knew each other and... Yeah, sesat. xD I just sat down and messaged Shannon la. Always helps. xD But I left early, so I arrived at the hall early too.

Lagi sesat... Jaga my grandma. But my grandma was talking to other people... Hhahhaa... MY PLACE NO RECEPTION! So I just look at the ceiling and stuff... Twiddle my thumbs, couting the number of tiles on the ceiling too! More people arrived, then the thing started. Prashant walked in waving at everyone, going,"YOOO" to everyone. xD Damn funny. He sat down there doing the rituals and he was giggling the whole time. Hhahha... THen Lynn came, walau... She looked DAMN nice in the saree man. But when she walked in, we had to walk in behind her. And we didn't know that... So we're being blur and walking in... Everyone was there... Hmmmm... Ok ok... Then, we walk ON STAGE. Huh? I have no idea what's happening but I'm now on stage with Jasmine petals in my hand. Super culture shock for me, I'm ashamed to say.

The minute it finished,we were only planning on how to get ready for the night's dinner. So it was quite hectic. Can't imagine for Lynn man. :/ But guess who I bumped into? ANESHKA! Yeah, the form 4/5 girl I don't really know... But yeah. xD She's now my relative. So is Pradeepa and Daniel, finally.

Preparation for the Dinner


Shanti, Chelle and I go to Lynn's place. Change. Shanti's place. Bathe. Then OU to do our hair. We argue about what to do. And in the end, Chelle asked for a bun and I just told the lady, I'm wearing a BRIGHT pink cheongsam. Halter neck. Do whatever you want. Go crazy, it's a wedding. So she did. Well, my hair looked quite eeeee without the whole suit as I walked down the streets. But with the full outfit quite the nice loooo... After that, balik rumah. Change and head for the hall. WE'RE LATE!

Dinner



We look for everyone... Don't know where to go... So we listened to the vows, this chick sang. Her voice damn nice.



We were supposed to be ushers. But didn't know what to do. And when we were about to find out, we avoided the world. xD So we just hung out with whoever we knew la. And drank shitty grape juice with a very pretty fancy colour. All the guys with roles there had corsages. They're corsages were ACTION FIGURES! Most of them had Transformers and stuff. I want laaa.. :/



Dinner starting... Nothing much I guess. but the food was GOOOOOOOOD... Mmm mmmmm.. *rubs tummy* Hung out with Baevin after that. And the band that closed the wedding was actually quite good. Acoustic Ac/Dc, Rolling Stones and stuff. The wedding video they made, the picture slide show of the temple wedding... ALL I CRY! OMGGG I so gay. xD BUt they're really so sweet together. So CONGRATS YOU GUYS!

Ps: Thanks for Chewbacca, Prashant. I LOVE my action figure. I take care of it. :)

To the sweet couple, Lynn and Prashant. Mr. and Mrs. P. :)

Oh yes.. The wedding is tomorrow, but we're shopping today. When everyone else has their stuff. I wake up early.. (11) to ciao. Go Sungei Wang. Road blocks EVERYWHERE!

But the minute we walk in to the mall.. Try on ONE cheongsam (BRIGHT PINK) And I bought it. Hhahaa...Walked out. Immediately bought something for my mum.

Walked down... Bought stuff for other people. Stuff... We were quite efficient. Only the shoes were a killer. We couldn't find anything else, so I bought REALLY high heels that TOTALLY hurt.

Ouch, ouch and OUCH.

After that we rushed back... Gave everyone the stuff... Slept. And then went OU to buy socks for Esthes and Lem. Stuff for Chelle... Then go back. Have dinner.. Go home again.

One HECTIC day!

My church had a party for highschoolers that Friday. With a Green and White theme. I got SHannon, Deanna, Danielle, Lynette and Esther Tan. Come from school straight go to my pastor's place. Change upstairs and we spray our hair GREEN! Quite fuuny.

Introduction of Esther Tan:
She told us that she would be coming FULLY in GREEN.
Pants, T shirt.. We didn't expect anymore. You know what she came in?
A BLUE Tshirt and BROWN pants.
You know what's her story? It's BLUEISHGREEN. And BROWNISHGREEN.

WHAT THE CRAP?

The woman was literally COLOUR BLIND . And guess what? She was HONESTLY insisting on her colour choice. Sad la woman. But to suit the theme, we had to spray her legs. You know what we wrote? ADOR on one foot. ABLE on the other. xD

We went down to help them deco since we were early. Quite cekap actually. Jenny bully Shannon KOW KOW. Pity her. Anyway, skipping to the thing itself.

We had a game, you put an adjective in front of your name and it's hard to explain but it involves hitting people. There was:
Short Meko, Fat Wai Yu, Smart Yuen- HE COPY ME!, Unkillable Remzy xD, Adorable Esther ==, Blur Deanna, Sexy Shannon. Omg... , Emo Lynette, Lame Richard, Faggotic Lemuel, Noob Peter, Pro Jenny, Noisy Caryn and Smart Cheryl. Copyright taken.

The next game was taking someone's thing from the bag and finding out about the person. I got Deanna and Jo King- (Unkillable Remzy) got me. xD He said some nonsense that I like Colgate and stuff... While I got to exploit the fact that Deanna's brother used to like Shannon. Haha!

Then makan! Esther made me choke and die. I had to sit away from them. But Esther followed me anyway. Hhahaha.. But the food was AWEEEEEEEESOMEEEEEEEEE!!!

My pastor conducted the rest. We sang my bonnie lie over the ocean. What can I not be pro at. With ACTION some more. :D My singing is finally put to use. Then we sang some Sunday school song which I didn't know xD But semangat anyway! And then my pastor made us put another adjective in front of our name. But it has to start with the same letter as the first initial of your name.
Here the names are not as interesting. Shannon went for Sexy, I as Clever, Retarded Richard, Winner Wai Yu (everyone wanted to throw him in the pool :p) Lonely Lynette, Pastor Peter, Dynamic Ding. All not so cun. xD
Then he preached. And 5 people accepted Christ! Woots! So nice every event got some. :) Can't wait for the next HOPE group. :D

Lol. On Friday, no one actually came to school. But since it was scheduled by Khau and Geraldine, they picked new ketua and penolong for the day. Hiew Kwan and I. xD It was a C1 thing to do. But heck, I'm always happy to represent 2C1. :)

I was okay I guess cause everyone co-oped with me. Friday was funny cause Choo didn't come AND we skipped Sejarah, what more could I ask for? Didn't study ANYTHING and... guess who ganti Choo? Yeo, who didn't do anything and LIANA! Wooots! Friday I damn high already. Some more after that got party. :)

But you know what pissed me off on Friday? My daddy's car tyres got friggin SLASHED by some crazy person in the CONDO. Hello? Security guards SLEEPING is it? What the crap la okay? People for personal problems with my dad all. The thought itself troubles me. AND, we're supposed to pick everyone up here. Damn it la. But after school I messaged him. He apparently got Kembara from my uncle. so we managed to get the 4 additional monkeys in. Thanks dad. :)

Farewell for Aunty Margaret and Lemuel? The dinner... I don't know whether to say it was AWESOME or.. Just really depressing. Hahaha... That's a picture of Richard, Lemuel, Me and Peter all crying together immediately after the speeches and all. So here's the dedication la faggot.

I looked up my blog. And found that our anniversary is on the 22nd of May! My fagsket... Hahah! I probably didn't know you for that long la. Know you properly la, I mean. But that hasn't stopped me from telling you all my crap. I guess we have a relationship based on two things. Telling each other things that no one in the world would ACTUALLY care about. But more importantly... BITCHING! People probably wouldn't understand the extent of that. But I guess... That's a good thing :p SOME people don't realize, aight? ;) But if I had anything up... I'd probably tell you. You know of the biggest events that no one else in church knows la. That's for sure. Heck, you were first to know that I was friggin Anemic. It's just funny to get a comedy relief from you. Aiyoo... That day cried like shit la. xD Just want to say thanks for everything. I don't mind going long distance for sometime. Your boyfriend started opening the tap. So, I hope that doesn't happen on Friday. Thanks for everything la. You'll always be my fagsket, my bitch. ;)

Too bad those days are over cause we're okay with everyone already. xD But maybe I'll see you tomorrow then. We;ll see how that turns out first la. Since you ffk me today! ==

I'm sorry I can't update you on the practices in between. Cause I don't remember much. But here's the real deal. The concert itself. But first the before...

My phone died! So maa fan la... I invited so many people, so many people wanted to reach me and shit like that.Adrian had to pick me up all... Cannot reach my phone. I call his hand phone... Also not reachable. == Plan B. I call Lemuel, ask him to message Adrian. Ask him call my house. Like that only jadi. :)

Sunday's worship practice first. Adrian picks Richie, me and Lemuel up. Go practice. I play bass! Unexpected last minute switch. But I was happy to play bass for the 2nd time. Unfortunately didn't do such a great job la. (sorry xD)

After that, we had lunch/dinner at 6 o clock. Hyper already. Then final sound check. ANd run through most of the songs. Very syok. But my settings very funny. But managed to get it okay la.

Mingle. Ohemgee.. I hate that word. Bla bla bla.. Ju Winn and I go 7e to get a drink. Which helped me a lot that day. Go back, play games... Bla bla... Ok, I REALLY hope that he never reads this but Peter's friend Ashton.. Is like.. DAMN cute. xD Nerdy looking la, fine. But damn cute. xp Peter and Lemuel both know. But... You too better shut up. For the whole time I'm like... Oooooohhhh xD (sorry for syok sendiri-ing)

Chelle, Shanti, Ginny, Esthes, Pre, Veno, Lyn, Kevin and Kenneth came under me. :D For that, I got a free T Shirt. Bringing the most people. :) I very proud of my sotots. The music was satisfactory. But as daddy says lo, what ever happens then doesn't really matter. Because throughout the practice, we've all had some personal breakthrough of the sort. So it was all worth it. Nevertheless, the concert was WAY fun. :D

After party... Yam cha at Kayu. Chelle and Ti joined us. Syok oh... JOON CAME BACK!FROM INDON IN TIME TO YAM CHA! he brought this instrument thinggy. Damn cun. Hahahh! Still can take pictures and all. Then we balik to Ti's place la. Today was extremely satisfying. Even if I don't remember much of the day.

McD's with Adrian and Lem. I kena kantoi for bitching the previous time. :p So I go like, quite guilty also. Hahhaha... But this WOMAN- not gonna mention names- want to emo. Worried ME to death. So I had to make private call on Adrian's phone all. xD

After that, we leave for church. We go yam cha AGAIN with Richard, Pastor E and Auntie Margaret. Makan lagi... When we get out, we realize that none of us have the church keys. So.... We sit in Adrian's car and watch 'Don't Mess with the Zohan'. Funny as crap la, even if it is full of ermm... crap. xD

Concert practice! This time, practice was awesome again. Wahhh... Syok man. After practice (finished a TAD bit early) go yam cha with the whole group. Unfortunately, this made me return home late. Caleb sent me home, and well... I was praying in the car. And THANK GOD... No scolding. :D

Ps: ALl my problems with the so call bitch are cleared.
Pss: Thanks Adrian, thanks Caleb. :)