I KNOW this is going to be offensive to some people. And I'm sorry. But I found the source of emo-ing... It was JUST that I lack communication to PEOPLE. xD And I just mean people in general. I kept to myself to much. And in ELDS I have like no one. Just Sheau Swan la. But I don't blame her at all. I don't blame anyone.. It's just me.. My friend says that whatever I have can affect me emotionally as well, so I guess this is it. But now I'm fine.. I SUPER high. :) So.. Sorry :p

Hey.. Sorry for the fact that I've not been updating for the longest time. Priyangka's birthday is not here. Sectional isn't either... Ceriathon will come soon la. But... Nowadays, I don't know what's my problem la. I'm being mengada and stupid. I'm just so pissed off. Every night. Norally over nothing. Now my sister is trying to prove how big of a dumbass I am when I ALREADY FRIGGIN KNOW! So whatever la okay.. Just leave me for a while. I just wanna sleep for a few days and yeahhh... Give me a week tops la. When I'm pissed ENOUGH I'll come back to blog about it. I'm quite sure I'll blog when I have the time anyway. By the way, can someone please check for me the number of times I've been absent in school without reason. I lost track. I really want a day off.

So it was a Saturday. And we went for a basketball competition. When we saw that SOOO many people weren't there at 9 when they were to arrive at 8, we panic and Went AROUND the school (walk through Raju's all) to look for everyone and didn't find any. When we came back empty handed, everyone had arrived already. -_-

4 teams. We were in the black team. No one else knew how to play, everyone who DID were in our team. It was such a CLEAR game. One problem.. The Red team pushed all of us down. Shannon literally fell on her back. A lot of fouls weren't called. But there was one girl on the team who deserved it. She was DAMN pro. xD (but it was only her :p) Yeah.. We got second. The order was:
Red, Black, Blue and White.

The event was held in La Salle, (we have no basketball court) then I followed Shannon home. Woo! Damn bodoh la we all... Watched tv then got bored. So I watched HER play the PSP. I did get a few sad rounds at NFS. Yun Ji called for like a half an hour. Damn funny la! Hahhah... Talk nonsense only, put him speaker for a while too. xD Jammed with Shannon, played the trumpet. Kacau her sister. Hahahah.. Reminded me a WHOLE lot of the year 2006.

This comp MAY be incompetent.. Somewhat.. But damn.. It can download like nobody's business! 126kb/s was the fastest I saw it. WHOA!! I'm getting the whole of Spark of Insanity in 3 hours. (694.1 MB) No proper messenger. But I'm Lovin' It. Pararapapaaaa...

This is SO cool. Jubilee and I am in the opening act AND the closing act. :) Band is the first and ELDS is the last. But in the play, all I'm doing is playing the guitar anyway. :/ I think it's fated for me to play guitars at jubilees. But I have no SHANNON! Aaaahhhhhh!

Band songs are up I think. No John Williams- Harry Potter all... Now it is Saturday Night Fever Soundtrack! No LOTR either :( But oh well, I trust Ms. Cheryl's choice. :)

To everyone who wants to come for the jubilee... Let me know, I'll find a way for you, get the tickets bla bla... 11th and 12th of July. At night, Civics Center.

Went to the doctor.. Found out that I have friggin Anemia to top my Hypotension. Do you know how SUCKY that is?

I went to school two days later. First thing I heard was that my class was mad at me. That was when I became really sad man. Because of me, the teachers, (yay) the prefects, (double yay) and my CLASS got scolded real bad. Zulaikha was crying all. And I felt HORRIBLE. (For my class and Valerie :p) But it's okay, I held it together.

Deanna and Danielle had some issues. Clarissa had some too. Everyone had problems. So I went to see them first. When I was forced to go to class. I started thinking about everything, and I broke down. Ran to the bathroom. I think quite a lot of people saw me. But who cares la kan?

Crystal and Hayani walked me. I think someone called Shannon, or she saw me or SOMETHING la.. But she came. She talked to me la.. Told me not to be afraid of the stupid Anemia shit and all. I still am la.. But... I can handle it better, I guess. It wasn't long then Shannon said Deanna was still crying. I collected myself. And ran to her class.

Talked to her.. Bla bla bla... Went back to my class and again I started crying. I asked for their attention as I talked to them. The sat there awestruck waiting to hear of what I have to say. I apologized because I got them into so much trouble. And I don't blame them for getting angry at all. Zulaikha simply said,"It is I who should say sorry to you" My class just looked and they comforted me. And apparently, they were never pissed.

2C1 is OFFICIALLY the best class ever. So thank you... EVERYONE. :)

Ps: No sarcasm intended.

Church service was good... Father's Day. Adrian was my daddy for the day. We wore matching all. Hahaha... But throughout the service, my hands were shaking. Damn yeerrr... Thought Rhana the saxophone.. Stephanie has the "Debbie song" now. Ngehehehh... She funny!!! Patrina finally confronted me about everything. Quite funny, but it was nice to put everything out on the table. xp

Came home.. Woo! Not so woo.. Going off to family gathering.. Blehhh... Slept through the whole damn thing. Fell ILL! Came home, sleep some more... So yeah.. That was the start of my sickness.

Next day.. I'm sure my schoolmates have heard. I nearly got locked in bla bla.. I have already heard a few false stories that happened to be excuses for the teachers or prefects or something. Fine, I didn't tell the teacher. But that is the extent of my faults. Here's how it goes:

I slept through civics. Normal aight? Still sleepy. So I thought.. Oh heck, go sick bay and sleep la. Moral must move upstairs all bla bla... I go to the sick bay and SLEEP. As in REALLY SLEEP. It took me a while to get to sleep. But when I did, it was like no other. xD

Unfortunately, I overslept and I awoke when I heard my dad shout at me. It was 8 o clock. And I was DEAD. Apparently, he saw me when the guard walked out of the room. He went in to switch on the lights. HE COULD FRIGGIN FIND ME! So damn you people, I did NOT leave the place.

YOU people who didn't do their job stop making up stories saying I went to the toilet bla bla bla... I DIDN'T. I was in a DEEP sleep thats why I couldn't friggin wake up to the BELL! As usual, Yeo doesn't believe me. But fuck, I didn't do anything. Now at home everything is screwed up just thanks to that.

So... Thank you, damn it.

Ps: Sorry for being angry.

Worship practice, then went to Shantila's place! Didn't sleep all night. Watched V for Vendetta.. Which was a movie that was SO BRILLIANT.. Yet... So.. STUPID. I don't get the mood. xD Then, The Orphanage.. Which I've watched before.. GOOD movie. Poor Thomas. :( I think one of the VERY good horror movies. And the last, Silence of the Lambs. Another good movie...

Played Ps2... Was forced to message everyone who was awake to look for cheats for us because we up the level in Prince of Persia. Message everyone who COULD have been awake. Eventually, Julian was our mangsa. :p THANK YOU!

Watched some stupid stuff on Channel E! xD Talked for the rest of the night... And then my alarm rang. Shoot! Went to bathe, all.. Then walked to the SHOPPING MALL so Justin could pick me up. Hhahaha..

Yeaaa... I got a new mp4! :) My sister bought for me... So sweeeet kan? Weeeee... I put everything there. And... Woooooo! So cun. Went to Low Yat to get it. Then went over to Sungei Wang to makan and to shop for my sister.

It's silver. Has all my music, pictures, and soon videos in it. Ngehehehh... 2gb can extend to 4 gb. Damn syooookkkk.... My sister managed to buy boots and a jacket. Blast only. So... :)

i now have uh, 4 different instruments in my house? no time to practice any also. -.-

- teh piano. originally there anyway.
- classical guitar. my mum's. =P
- a flute. esther's. i was supposed to pick it up. dont think i got very far. xD
- a side drum. O.o i dipaksa take it baaaaack. -.- cause i'm playing for awards and enrollment day for bb.

=S

no more place in my room adi. xD

-win

Woke up at 5. Went to school. Took a bus. The sotots all sat together. Gone case la.. We were the only one making noise. Then suddenly stopped. And the bus was quiet after that.

Got down, guess what's the FIRST thing we see? Bandar Utama 3 playing Fire Dance. -_- Our closing song. That was pissing off... SCARY more of. But it's okay... Calm down... It's not CHS or Klang. We walk on... As we warm up, we hear Putra Putri. The sound was full on. Priyangka and I look at each other as if we were going to cry. And we saw EXACTLY who they were. OF COURSE... It was CHS.

Watched the other bands.. And it was our turn. I didn't realize this, but apparently the audience was saying,"Balik la... Dah kalah, dah nampak tu." Ouch man... I know la we're not that great. But come on... We started late and we've been busting our asses for the past 2 weeks. At LEAST respect la kan?

But by the end of the okay performance. (Which I was very happy with) The crowd roared with cheers because our "AMB" formation jadi. WOO! We watched everyone elses after that. Syok worr.. I was happy for myself, LAURA, the band and the other bands who won.

CHS was amazing to watch. They played 007 and the colour guards were running around with their hands as guns. They were all synced. Cun gila babi man... Then, the drum major had and TOOK all the opportunity to go crazy. They really deserved it la.

Klang, the last school to perform. They too were REALLY good. The drum major threw paling tinggi man. He didn't miss anything. Guess what else? they played Rasa Sayang. A different version of ours.. But still mengada.

Oh, I forgot.. Ganga bent down and caught the damned mace on one knee. Cun worr? GO GANGA! I'm just proud that everything actually jadi la.. Du du du duuu...

After band comp, FREE FOOD! We walked to A&W anyway with Esther TAN, Wing Yi and Venodhah.

I'm about to get my life back. This is the last week. Weekdays are all sleep. Friday, I'll always have something up. That will probably clash with my Hope Group. -_- I can't go this week either. Saturday, Shantila's house. Woo! I LOVE Saturdays. Sundays, church.. And... Who knows what comes after that.

This Sunday is Father's Day. Adrian will be my daddy! So I'll dress up as a small girl. :) While he can pakai his work baju to look like my dad. See la, I tie 2, wear a long skirt. hahaha.. MUST see how must of a daughter to him I can look like. My colour all like roasted duck adi.

This Thursday, I'll go and find plans. :) Anyone up for a makan session? Hahaha... That's all for this week la. My neck is out. So, I'm off. Wish us luck. ;)

I'm not used to seeing so many people at school. And now we're not allowed to walk across the lawn as we have been doing. And I missed out something at band camp.

At night, we were to head to the band room. So, Shannon started shouting,"SHORTCUT! SHORTCUT!" So they ran behind the art block to get there. After running for a bit, Deanna says,"I don't think this is a good idea." And she ran another way. Everyone followed. She says that she saw something there. Damn... Quite scary. But it was BLOODY funny.

I wasn't with them at the time, I was walking with Sherwin. And I saw them running back so I started laughing at them. Then they told me. Then THEY started laughing because they decided to take the "shortcut". Shannon started saying,"Say SHORTCUT some more laaaa.." Dumbass, you were shouting it. xD

Sorry, enough of band for a moment. But that's basically our life for these 2 and a half weeks. Now school.

I've been skipping and according to Amanda, it's too quiet now. 2C1 is quiet. Hhahaha... I didn't know I was THAAT noisy. She says that Fatin and Eylia are still at it. But not the same la. *sniff* I'm so touched to know that my voice is heard in every class I'm in. 2A1 misses Laura and I too. Because we'll tanggung everyone's punishment. Always we are the bait for not finishing shit.

Have to go back to class... I might be skipping on Thursday for the heck of it. xD I want just ONE day to sleep. How nice that will be. :)

Band Competition is here! It's tomorrow at 9. Oh man... So near... The idea is frightening, but I'm sure we can pull it off. After 2 weeks straight of non-stop practice, we better be able to. I think I already shifted my excitement into gear unlike two weeks ago when I was still extremely ill. Fortunately, today I didn't faint nor take any extra breaks. I can definitely survive tomorrow. And If I can, everyone can.

As Farah says, we have one shot at it. Might as well put everything in tomorrow. So, good luck band. I'm sure putting on the sombong face of hatred will be easy shit when CHSians are there. :p We might be able to catch Mr. Eric throwing things at them. xD Yeap, WE CAN DO IT! :)

ps: I'm actually half asleep and I'm so semangated. Hee heee!

Yeap. Skipping class time. We got to go back at 4 today. And tomorrow can go back at 2. Syok man... As a band, we're actually improving a lot. But one more funny thing, I fell today too. I mean, nothing serious. But... Hhahahaha.. I jumped until like that while marching that I fell flat on my back. That was dumb. xD The WAY I did it. JUMP, JUMP, RUN, BLUEEEKKKK... I fell. xD

Then there's my wicked plan to get Rhana onto the bus, take the photos and back with us. Which didn't really work out cause band comp is in the friggin morning on Wednesday. So yeahhh... Tomorrow another round in front of the whole school. Might be scarier than the real thing. I don't know whether we're the best. But I'm dead sure we can do it. Bring OUR best to the table. The ground we've covered in two weeks is actually impressive. So... Conclusion is...

Everyone who's asked me to quit band... It's not happening anytime soon. But thank you. :) Good luck AMB!

On PS controller. xp But I finished Guitar Hero 3!! Cliffs of Dover is my FAVORITE song. (: But it's nothing compared to Through the Fire and Flames by Dragonforce. xD It's the last song AFTER you finish the game. Good thing I only finished it in Medium. It was hard enough. But I finished it quite well. I'm sooo happy man. The Guitar Battle vs. Lou, we finished it on first try. Weeee!

Ps: I STILL love Slash. :)

YEA MANN! Just got back from band camp. As much as I dreaded the idea before, it was brilliant. Sure, we practice from 8-10 every day. But we had two hours to bathe and do shit. And well, it was great.

I'd say it was one of the best camps. Other societies have their stereo type and shit.. Elds- goodie2 etc. etc. (Even if I am in ELDS xD)But band is the best, everyone is just... Sotot. :)

Let me just type out the song we came up with, that I continued at home. To the tune of Bagun Pagi, Gosok gigi bla bla bla... All of this resorted from Priyangka and I standing in the block. Not doing anything, so we did the Mr. Bean dance. Then, we sang "bapaku belika kereta" and moved on to this. Eventually we made up our own words about the significant things at camp. 4 days, 3 nights... Of madness.

Bangun pagi,
Tak leh bangun,
Cikgu pukul,
Bernie lari,
Lari-lari,
Semua tak jadi,
Bernie jatuh,
Sakitnya.

Gosok gigi,
Cuci 'toothpaste',
Guna sabun ketiak,
Ada kanan tak de kiri,
Angkat tangan,
Semua mati.

Pergi lambat,
Kena hukum,
Cuci tandas,
Lambat mandi,
Ada cacing sini sana,
Ingin datang,
Makan kita.

Pakai baju,
Warna texas,
Texas adik warna texo,
Yoko-yoko di ketiak,
semua gelak,
Beruang marah.

Kaki Priyangka,
Hampir patah,
Dia jerit,
Macam beranak,
Adeline reti jadi doktor,
Dan dia mula urut kaki.

Ada orang,
Mandi-mandi,
Pergi 'car park' depan orang,
Pergi band room,
Air kuning,
Balik car park dan mandi.

Kita lompat,
Lompat jauh,
Farah suruh kita lari,
Jalan 30 langkah,
Dalam 8,
Kita nampak bodohnya.

Tari-menari,
Dalam blok,
Syukurlah Ganga tak nampak,
Kalau nampak,
Kita lari,
Dan cuci tandas sekali lagi.

Damn long weyh.. But I guess that sums up our week. I'll explain it all cause I don't have to write anymore than that.

First verse, Berns couldn't get up. Tan took a newspaper and swat everyone like flies. But she ran and dodged every hit. And finally she fell. xD Smart la...

Second, Shannon washes her toothpaste before she brushes her teeth. O.o And then Priyangka had a facial scrub, so.. Shannon started.

That one really for the face ah?
No, no... That one for the armpit.
Left or right?
Oh the right. I left the left side at home

Dumbass la, they all. xD Third, D&D, Shan and Pri mandi late. So they came for marching late. They kena punishment must wash the toilet. Then got worms it seems. Sucks for them. I went late also at least got reason :p (But they had fun washing up)

Forth, Shannon was wearing a T shirt that said Texas. And Esther links everything by families. Esther's so called brother is Esthero and her sister is Estheri. xD
Wah, check out the sky colour.
TEXAS! Aiyah.. Your shirt Texas colour la.
Then the Yoko-yoko looked like a deodarant and then Danielle thought Shannon was putting it on her armpit when she was putting it on her arm.

Fifth, Priyangka's leg got major problem. She was screaming at the top of her lungs the other day. Like she was giving birth to 6 children. And Adeline helped her massage and flex her muscles and all. While we ran around getting hot water, towels and ice.

Sixth, Bern, Mae and I bathed in the car park as suggested by Fatin. It looked really wrong. But what the heck. (in front of Viji's guard house) When Viji was there, we went to the front of the band room. After washing our hair, we realise that it's friggin yellow. The water was YELLOW! GROSS! So we run back and bathe at the car park again anyway because Viji left. But Mae Yin went to the Percussionist bathroom.

Seventh, in the formation, we had to cover 30 steps in 8 counts. That didn't work. We look like idiots running. Can fall and die also, as shown by Wee Nee, Rheena and Laura.So we sub divide it.16 fast steps... Still can't reach. But it's okay... We RUN AND JUMP AND LOOK BODOH. xD

Eighth and final, Priyangka and I dance in the block every time we're not doing anything. The Mr. Bean dance, We sang and all... IN THE BLOCK while everyone else is marching. :p Good thing Ganga didn't see... Or we'll have to wash the toilet. LOL

Yeap, THAT was our camp. :)

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
No "lover" Don't wanna know. Probably pissed off. REALLY pissed off.

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Go to Berklee, finish my degree and play with Joe Satriani when HE looks like Billy Gibbons with no hair. (Google Billy Gibbons' picture from ZZ Top)

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Loadsa flowers. Small wedding. Close friends. A few family members. And of course, the CHICKEN family! But quite a few bride's maid
#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
How should I know. I'll leave it ahead of me. Still curious though. xD

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
Someone who looks like the lead singer of the Vines. Damn... Nice erm... Yeah.. I wanna marry the lead singer of the Vines. LOL

#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Is it too much to ask for both? After this week, heck.. Being loved feels soooo much better.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love
Must see why I'm waiting la. If it's for him to break up with his girlfriend, I'm not waiting man.

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Honestly, I wouldn't do anything. But I would always tell others in this position that girlfriends come and go, friends last forever. And every relationship starts off as friends. :p

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
It's okay I guess... It's just one thing... The fact that this thing doesn't have a #10!

#11 is being tagged fun?
Don't like it really. I just don't wanna be a spoil sport.

#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time
24... Who knows?

#13 who are currently the most important people to you
The chicken family and of COURSE my smelly sister.

#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Sweet Mae... The name says it all. :)

#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and rich. I can buy Mr. Vines. :p

#16 what's the first thing you do every morning
Answer the phone... See which monkey calling me. Tell I'm sleeping and go back to sleep. 3 people did that to me this morning. -_-

#17 would you give all in a relationship
What's a relationship if you don't kan?

#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
That's easy. See which one is less of a dumbass. It's normally obvious. But again, all guys are dumbasses. Sad to say.

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Everyone :) Preferably smelly, blur cases.

#20 what type of friends do you dislike?
One that wants to do their job but to chicken to do so. Ask the ONE and only person I give "that" stare all the time. xD

I tag:
Amanda L.
Esther L.
Carmen L.
(sape lagi L?)
LOL

Starting of the week wasn't that bad.

Monday: Band. Fainted and vomitted ALL IN ONE DAY! Went home, played the comp or the whole day. Slept.

For the rest of the week I skip SO much of band. And I feel so bad. :( I'M SO SO SO SORRY! I just can't so anything there. I feel so stupid to call myself a "JUNIOR" friggin band member when I can't play my saxophone and I can't march. What else do we do in the band? Sigggghhhhh....

Something unexpected happened. Don't laugh la, girlfriend. xD Can't announce it here, I'll feel bad. But damn funny la. xD Can ask SHANNON (OMG SHE'S BACK!) or just ask me personally.

Dad's church convention. I can't understand. :( I'm sorry Pastor Matthew. It's the same every year- FRIGGIN COLD! (ever since they started using the hall)

Another unexpected thing happened. It's EVEN funnier. I'm super pissed. Now everything cleared up la.. But still bitter man. -_- There's still something tak kena. But oh well, screw it la. I'll just wait for it to blow over. Eeshh... Bu I'm over it all. I'm always happy-happy. Even if I just fainted,I laugh. xD (When I can see la)

I would like to thank 2 people, who have listened to me shout randomly. But again, I don't think names should be announced, just in case. For you sake la. Sincerely though, THANK YOU! (You know who you are, crayons! Grey and Red!)

Thanks Shantila who called me up to go shopping! (for other people's stuff Zsa and Lynette- Lynette couldn't find yet) And WE KILLED SLASH AT GUITAR BATTLE! You wanna know our trick? I only played it once la. Because the secret is.... GAME GLITCH! You made my WHOLE week worth living. Ps2 is good for the mind, body and soul.

Ps: I love Slash, but he looks like Jay-Z in Guitar Hero 3. xD