Hello. Let me tell you today on how I woke up. Because it is EXTREMELY scary. I awoke with my sister staring at me. She was sitting beside me as I lay on my bed. She looked... Afraid. Her face filled with fear and anxiety looking for the words to say. At first, I did not recognize this."Please don't do this to me again," I muttered and turned back to sleep. "I had a dream" she says,"I dreamed that you were possessed."

I too was shocked now and scared. Knocked on wood and immediately sat up straight. She says that I was not myself. She knows how I do things after 13 years of her life being with me. It seems that my behaviour was unusual and I seemed to smile a lot. If you hadn't notice, I only smile after a long hard session of laughing or when I am with the people I love. But she says that I am just randomly smiling at her, and strangely.

When she was sure there was something in me, she strapped me down in a bed. It was then I started screaming my head off because I had tried to run out of the house. She asked my parents to pray along with her. When she turned for them again, they were gone. (This is bound to symbolize something)

She cried and prayed for me alone screaming at it. "I know you are not evil. But why do you pick my sister?" she cries out. A lot of things came out of her mouth more fluently than she thought. Someone later just spoke aloud. I am Not sure whether it was me in her dreams or another figure all together... "I am here because your sister suffers great pain," says he "You might not know. She's not been telling you. You have no time." He flashed vivid images of me crying, being in pain.

It even might have been true I tell you. She says that she saw me crying with my camo pants and a black T shirt in the bathroom. That was the one that she remembers. Which has happened before. In the end, he finishes off with,"When you need me, you'll know when to find me" Who or what could it be? Or WHEN can it be?

I am so freaked out. We both prayed together already. A prayer request from me, please I'm really scared. And I need help from whatever way I guess... I just called Shannon and now I feel less... Erm. Afraid? I don't know... I REALLY do not know. Oh well.. I will figure it ot somehow lah now. Wish me luck