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here, watch this. its a great video.





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Yes, lately I have been church hopping due to my problems of going alone. :p Yes I know I just have to make friends.. And I won't be so alone.. In CCKL everyone's old though HAHAHA.. Just kidding.. But I'll be damn sesat lerr.. FBC was cool... Felt kinda at home... Nice place... Not gone to Foutan of Glory yet.. Eventually I'm definitely going. I can't believe I missed Pastor Mark's wedding reception... Damn.. Didnt get informed cause I've not been to that church in a while. I have to call him up to congratulate him or something man... Hmm... I don't know where to go next week.. If the America Pastor Mark is here, maybe I'll FINALLY go to FoG... Who's up for it? Invite me to your church.. I'm church hopping XD. hahahahahaha

I am not going to tell you what I used to listen to.... Because I simply don't want to. But I'll tell on how I loved instruments when introduced to it by odd people. Who I never knew were so significant in my life until now. Some I found out earlier cause they made it big and my maths is horrible so I didn't put two and two together (as usual)

When I was 4, my parents used to go to different malls all the time for some sales promotion. At the same time in Bangsar, Techniques (yeah they suck but who cares) was having a promo too! Made friends with someone there as we always do because I was 4 and I was so cute :p (Yeah, I was actually cute then, hard to believe right?) His name was Justin, he was about 20 something then? from 18-22 lah.. Give and take.. He had long hair and stuff... Anyway, he was an all-rounder. He played everything really well. I exceptionally liked the drums... He thought me the basic 4 beat, 8 beat and 16 beat.. And all that.. The keyboards, I could never really play because.. well.. I don't know... I can play all the basics stuff lah on my organ but it ends there. No Rudess stuff :(

Yeap, my first love was the drums. I forgot all about it too until someone asked me about 2 weeks ago... But I had no where to practice so I decided to pick up the guitar. I hated the guitar. My fingers used to chip and bleed and I would cry XD Screw me... SORRY GUITAR!

When I was 9, I met Maya.. Went to her house all the time. I used to play the drums there too! But I played Travis Barker stuff. He rocked.. But my taste was extremely limited because of somebody who I'll not mention here. Later on.. Stopped going there, stopped playing drums haha... Picked up the guitar once again because I was depressed that I couldn't play the drums. I could play the major chords and didn't know what to do next... Swt.. Dropped it again..

In Std 5, (I was 10) Something bizarre happened and they asked me to play guitar for some stupid competition. Even though I played all the wrong chords for all three songs, but yet.. We won. In the process of practicing, I learnt lame songs like Behind Blue Eyes, the good Nickelback songs and Creed songs, Nirvana songs and stuff like that... I put them to use at the end of the year... Im not going to get into that story here. But I saw something inspiring on the first day of the school holidays. I remember this day SO clearly that it's scary...

I fell in love again. Yes it is what you are thinking folks, THE GUITAR PHASE IS BACK! IN THE FLESH! w00T! Seeing someone at a normal age play SOOO WELL was exactly what I needed- Motivation. This moment was priceless.. (for a lot of other reasons too ;)) From then, I really had no direction... I wasn't a geek then... I never knew Powertabs EXISTED! And I listened to shit. I later grew out of the shit phase immediately. Okay not immediately I had good moments with Blink 182 :p Extremely good moments. Can't believe they disbanded. Even though I don't like them, but they'll always mean something to me.

I decided to learn guitar and I magically did, thanks to the Internet and a few people who gave me tips here and there... Shannon too got "inspired" She took up classes WAY (2 years) before me. Lucky clown. But her dad (her REAL dad) asked her to stop because her grades were dropping. (apparently so..-_-) My dad will never stop my classes because he knows that's the only thing I am useful for other than making his websites.

Now, well.. I still suck.. But I have a more acquired taste for music now :) So Praise the Lord with my non-existent talent which is sure to grow, because I practice like crazy. And I will use that grown talent later to praise Him. :) I'll play in FoG. Woooo

I am bored to the extent man.. No one is online/ awake... Chelle just came home.. Bathing now... Govind is not replying, in other words he's in soup on Wednesday.. NOT! Haha.. Him coming back is definitely going to be a big thing. My dad might go bonkers again but.. *sighs* I guess it's worth it, Chelle's happy... And guess what? (again) Chelle says she is going to save up to buy me a CHRISTMAS PRESENT! And guess what will that be?

This is an apology for all readers of the pencil book... I have not been able to write in it as much.. And also because Shannon stole it over the weekend which totally broke my routine of writing... (Thank God because I have to study Sejarah and MATHS ARGH!!!) The Pencil Book is an open book on everything I feel and do... Haha.. Of course I do conceal somethings that I am concerned about being spread because it is for everyone to read. Yes everyone can read, even... YOU! Yeah.. You can read it too despite the disclaimer on the front. That's just for my parents... In case they ever run into this stupid book. But I don't bitch much about them. Haha... They don't deserve to be lately which is a good thing :D I don't have to force myself to like them anymore.. Weeeeee...

Everything is starting to look better man. Repent-ing works. XD No but I didn't for the blessings. They just came along :) Which is another good thing. I love God and He loves me :) Woooooooo.. Hahaha.. Damn high today weyh.. Cannot tahan adi... Played with Brother Aliff's son (5 year old kid, don't think wrong) who was dressed in a spider-man outfit.. Haha.. So cute.... Yeah.. No one knows this but I never liked kids that talked.. I think I am starting to be less irritated with them. Haha, I am now fond of kids XD Never knew it was possible after spending my Chinese New Years with a brat named Nadia.. Some family friend's kid or something..

Talked to Nicho today... He sooooo took emo to the next level.. Sorry London boy, to burst your bubble but your too sad for me to talk to you about vampires and demons from that point of view. XD Sorry, clown.. That will never change I guess after all the years of knowing you (all my life!) But I still think you are the "normalest" one I can talk to from that side. x) x) x)

*Sighs* Anyway.. it's late.. I am going to play the new guitar I just borrowed! w00t To Uncle Isac with his nice semi acoustic. Art Lutherie.. Damn nice... Strings also nice.. But one gaudge down lah.. That the only lack thing... Oh well.. I'll go re-learn minuets or Orion by Metallica now :p (big difference there)

Ps: Sidebar updated.. Go look! Woooooooo

There are a lot of things regarding to this that I can't post for certain reasons... Because you probably won't understand or the teachers will go checking online again or if some JAKIM runs into this blog some people are dead. So, I am not giving any specifications here. But I'm just saying this as a whole...

To those of you who can worship the Lord so freely.. Appreciate this.. There are some people who cannot choose their religion but yet believe in Christ and His glory but cannot speak their minds in public. Just save a minute in your prayers for the Malays who believe in Christianity and pray to give them freedom... They do not have the right to praise the Lord in public. Not to the government. Sure.. With perfect love there is protection... This is way too risky.. Remember the girl who got hung? Yeah.. Thats what happens to you. If you're in Saudi they'll hunt you down and stone you privately. So you thank the Lord you are in the position that you are in today because he put you there. Just remember them in your prayers :)

ps: Those who want to come for worship, its 2nd Friday of the month. Message me for details, you know the drill...

You know who's this written for.. I ain't saying it ;)

Ello, once again... I had no school today! Wooooooooooo! I hate school.. Hahahaaha (you can't blame me man) GUESS WHAT?! I found out that you can read digital comics. ;) Usually I only read comics when my aunt or someone goes to Midvalley. And quietly run away from them to get back to MPH where my section is. Comics. I usually read Vertigo and stuff, but Ironman will be the only thing open. (everything else is sealed) Go figure.. I read LOADS of Ironman (because my parents always come late when I am there alone after bowling or whatever) And I found out.. That the movie is coming out this February.. How awesome is that? Back to digital comics.. I read ares, silent wars, more ironman and of course x-men (\m/)

Yeah.. I am a geek.. FINE! Let me tell you why.. I spend ALL my time on the comp either reading comics now, reading/ playing guitar stuff, doing websites or shit like that.. Just now when Sherwin asked me to crap, I went to look in MAGIC CARDS! How sad is that? I don't even have the cash to play anymore.. And no one to play with.. Damned this girl school... My sister either refuses to play or she's just not home. It's okay on weekends I have the PS2 at Ti's house :) So I admit it loud and clear.. I am a geek.. grrrr

I am admitting on the blog now... Hahahaha.. I have a soft spot for my mummy and daddy.. For those who don't know they're Shannon and Kaylee... I don't know why.. Hahahahaahh. They're not the only ones. I think both of them are the so cute together lah.. So sweet :p

Then, there another one.. I don't know whether I am allowed to say the names online so I won't. ;) But both of them are small. Yang tahu pandai2 lah.. Yang tak tahu jangan harap aku nak beritahu. Heheheheheh.

So this shall be my tribute post to mummy and daddy! Wooooooooo

Yo once again.. Wow.. Tomorrow we don't have school.. This is so nice :) We only go to school from Thursday (For us and 1a2 lah) Tomorrow prefects (form 1) must go school :p *Nelson laugh* I don't get it bad from exams anymore.. Hallelujah...

Let me tell you the plans before they get screwed and blown out of proportion:

Saturday: Romila's house... Maya's (as in my niece) Birthday
Sunday: Hmm... See which church I can go to...
Monday: I need one day to laze around right?
Tuesday: Go studio in SAE with Mazz and hopefully Maya too...
Wednesday: Some training thinggy... Doing websites...

Yeah.. I am full.. Monday.. If anyone nak yam cha can layan also lah.. Not that I am reluctant.. No one asked me out yet... erm.. Eva asked me to go to her place.. Maybe go on Monday. But I doubt the plan will actually work out though... :p Everyone puasa... I also gave up on puasa-ing. I want to sleep but I am still doing the stupid website and the newsletter man...

Hahahahah, damn.. Exams were good today. Never thought I'd say this, not for these papers... Well, my Science.. I have been relying on my common sense. (for everything lah, but I need extra common sense for Science, it's all facts) I've been passing everything with my lasting common sense. But yesterday however, I actually studied. Yes, Cheryl Lee Yesudas studied for real.. Isn't it amazing?? After studying for about half an hour, decided to kacau Shannon (kacau Eva yesterday adi) Called her.. Studied over the phone. And whatever she said masuk man.. My dad warned me about the phone bill... I just said,"I'm actually learning" x) You'd never know huh? Until it was one and a half hours hung up lah... In case the phone bill kicks me in the ass...

Today... Bm.. I read some the stuff in Sehijau warna yesterday... But didn't finish. When I went to school, everyone said that a2's teacher told them what was coming out. Yes, a leak. Straight from the teacher... I TERdengar.. I DIDNT CHEAT!!! And it was straight from the teacher... So it's not counted as a leak... When you know what's coming out what are you going to do? Read the pengajaran shit lah. Apparently it was coming from Meniti Kaca. Sat with Sherwin.. Went through everything while I read the sypnosis (I didnt read this either) Later on Nicky comes in, she says that she has a special way of everything. And she thought Sherwin and I. GOD BLESS YOU NICOLA! I remembered everything. The minute I got the paper I wrote down all of that at the side in case I forget.

English exam yesterday, I read all about Galau. I forgot one thing, his name. This we ourselves suspected that Dalat would come out, because teacher simply ran through bally shoes and concentrated on Dalat. Probably characters would come out, Usha mentioned it. So we read it lah... When I saw the paper I totally forgot his name. So I wrote about Jamal from bally shoes instead. I admit, I also picked him because I just wanted to say that he apologized to the cow. I like Jamal, he sounds like me in a form of a man. x)

Anyway, came out of the class after BM... I was happy. Even though I talked nonsense all the way through.. I managed to create nonsense pantun all to put at the back of my syarahan. Either way, it was all full of shit, can get a lorh XD Thanked Nicola... Yes once again, God bless you Nicky...

Science... w00t! Studying with dad sure kicked in. THANKS!!! I read during recess also.. And after that... but it was easy... Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee. During the exams, Manissha HAD to go to the toilet.. Yes, you could see it in her expression. XD She asked teacher. Well, you are not allowed to go during exams. New rule.. Might cheat or something. Teacher told her simply you have a bottle what? Manissha just shooked her head, wailing up and down.. LOL... Teacher strolled pass her.. After what.. 30 seconds? She REALLY sympathized her... (You would too if you saw her, I was laughing my ass off) Teacher came back.. Batu api.. Said there, you have a pail... She quietly went to a corner and took the pail for Manissha.. Put the pail behind her. There. Don't worry about the smell, you won't smell it.. It is us that will die... After negotiating, teacher escorted her into the bathroom x) Shannon and Kaylee all saw her run for her life... HAHAHAHHAHAH

I have a new phone now.. Okay fine, I down graded my phone... But still I have a new number! (My mommy has full control over the other phone now) I don't want to post my number for obvious reasons. So just ask and you will receive :) Sorry 016 members... My number is 012 only. hahhahaaah. Because everyone close to me is 017/012 :D I can't screen messages anymore but at least I have the whole phone to myself. w00T!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

This was really weird.. I was doodling a some logo on my paper and I wrote out this whole poem. It was like something that swept over me... And kinda reflects what I was a feeling. Screw the italics.. My poem looks nicer without it. You figure it out...

A phase of hallucination blinds me once more,
I am beginning to lose my train of thought,
I saw a person all in red,
Staring at the sky,
Waiting for a blessing.

I hear someone yelping,
Yelping at the top of this very building,
I pray and hope he's okay,
Why can't no one else sense these things?

I know they are real,
I just can place my finger on what they really are,
Delusions? Dreams? or simply just
My mental realm...

This subliminal thinking should perish,
It is disturbing my consciousness,
Every night, I fall to my knees to ask,
What am I seeing everyday?

LOL, SSV/SSA strikes again. Let me get the SSV part. This is funnier. I think teacher also kena adi... During the English exam, when everyone was done.. Clarissa coughed to ask me something. I didn't get you.. Sorry... I was talking to her for a while.. Then Sherwin was playing with pens and pencils again (poor child)

At that point, I was spinning my pen and she decided to do the same. But she couldn't get it cause I rock and she doesn't :p Manissha wanted to try it out too so she started spinning and she basically looked like a fool. Clarissa started too! Then her pen totally flew towards Wee Nee. All of us start to laugh. Cik Nadiah also just saw us smiled and didn't say anything.

After Nadiah was walking all over the class. She sat down at the back. She was reading a Math book. I think form 4 kot? They asked her what she was doing, she simply replied,"Just refreshing my memory" Manissha thought she was going to do some experiments and shit. headlines: Evil genius teacher conquers school. Yeah.. If only... Just now everything was funny so.. Bear with me here...

During all the nonsense, Manissha suddenly laughed extremely loudly. And the whole class just burst out along. Including Nadiah.. It was then Sue Lynn mouthed to me,"When Manissha laughs the whole class will laugh" It's been that was since std 5. I'll never forget the choir of laughter. There was a pattern. She would be laughing non-stop in between saying,"Stop laughing at me, I can't help it, you are making me laugh" Carmen, Shannon and I just looked at her and said,"If we are making you laugh, what are you doing to us?" It was really true though, none of us can take it. Shobna is worse but she doesnt laugh as often. She only does during Usha's class.

Anyway.. Back to SSA. Every one was just whacking each other in class. So this has spreaded which is bad new for me. Because I started SSV. I didnt start this, I think... And, I'd be the first target.. I don't know why, everyone loves to whack me. -_-

Oh yes, my mummy talked to me yesterday... After everything, I was just complaining lah... Then my mom just asked me to talk to her, which I did. I couldn't tell her everything because my problem just seem like nothing. She said she'll talk to my daddy... But damn.. I am not going to let that happen. That's as good as suicide man. Nowadays he's okay lah.. Still loses his temper every once in a while and doesn't believe a word that comes out of my mouth.. But hey, it's getting better! :)

My mom, came to talk about guys. Yes, once again, ladies and gentlemen, my mother is the most open minded mom amongst all my other classmates in this topic. x) Because well, no. 1... She knows I am not gay. (no offence all gay ones :p) no. 2.. She saw and said that the last guy I liked wasn't as funny looking as Govind (she said this not me- sorry Govind, don't cry) no.3 I am not as attention seeking as Chelle. XD That pretty much sums it up... She said go make friends with everyone before you make your choice. HAHAHAHAHAHAA This I have no problem with ;) LMAO, my mom is funny.

Michelle saved rm 250 cause Govind can come back adi. When you are here and you read this blog, I didn't mean to insult you so.. No offence kay? Dont cry :p

Ps: All guys and gay/bi people, I really didn't mean to offend you. If I did in any way, post it in the C Box and I'll take it down. :)

This has to be one of the worst days I've had in a long time. It's not that my days haven't been bad already but this totally changed my whole outlook on everything. And some of my hair actually came out. If you point out the bald stop I will kick you in the ass...

Remember I said I love the exams? NOT ANYMORE! Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh! Maths was so pissing off that I feel like I want to jump down the 11th floor (My house) and DIE! It is not that I was afraid of failing, but the fact that I missed out so much.

Here's the shit, I never payed attention in class, I found it hard... Go figure...But even SHEAU SWAN, SHERWIN AND SHANNON (The math people) found it hard. Crystal told me it was hard and we walked complaining about it but she says that she is going to fail after every exam and she ends up getting a 100 for everything. (I'm not exaggerating)

Apart from that, it seems that the people of this house have received a letter from my school. I was fussing about that, because my parents didn't let me read it. But I saw it on the table.. I read lah. I didn't go to school for 10 days, tidak berturut-turut. Sheesh... My parents made a big deal out of it. It's partially their fault anyway.. They never wrote any letters for me x) hahahahaah.. I thought it was going to complain loads about me, but I guess they won't do that since the exams are already here! (Or at least I hope they wont) Well, I guess I just have to get used to the stressing and fretting (Ms. Usha will never ask me what is fret again..) about minor things. Everyone around me does that. But oh well, I guess I deserve it this time. :)

I'm are assured, that if you are reading this blog now, you know how irritating I am. And how I love irritating people as a hobby. With THIS StuffPlug however, I can do it so much easier *advertisement voice* Irritating people will never be a problem again! *flicks hair like sunsilk ad* It's so simple that I can laugh at people all the time (Not like I don't anyway)

Okay, this has proved that I suck at this sorta thing. I will never write scripts for ads.. But hey.. I thought I'd be good at this because I am so full of bull shit XD Oh well, I guess not. But this Plug-in is so fun... All I have to do is mess with everyone. So beware :p

Wei... I can't go to church on my own lah... I know I go everywhere alone but then.... ITS CHURCH! I feel sad when I don't go church... The clown, Michelle has class from 2-6pm every Sunday, she can't go. My mommy probably won't come with me because she has better things to do... The funny church is in Sunway, sometimes if it's just me they won't send me. But of course since its church they are willing lerr... So how... Get Kevin to jaga me? Or ... Linda or Thomas or Jason? .. No Tom has kids dowwan kacau and Jason plays bass.. Aaaahhhhhh.. Kevin if you actually come down to this blog (In other words you have no life :p) Give me an answer!

Or I could just switch church again to erm.. I Fountain of Glory in CHERAS. My dad's church. I think I have to anyway cause they need musicians. Go play bass there :)

Prnce of Persia: The Sands of Time

Prince of Persia: The Warrior Within

Prince of Persia: The Two Thrones

This is fate, I know it... Listen to this and how we are connected.

First up, for a performance we had free makan after that at this Rainforest cafe shit. THE FOOD? We all played safe there was Cha Kuey Teow. Got food poisoning weyh... It was horrible ask Danielle, Shannon and Lock See. We all looked at each other and wanted to puke. I even skipped school the next day after skipping that whole day anyway :p So we basically had a very bad free makan after standing for 3 hours lah.

Second situation... Michelle was doing interview at this time. And she applied for Data Entry. But they gave her door-to-door sales but she tried anyway. She sold vouchers to go to this stupid cafe. She said that it pissed her off because well... door-to-door sales!

Last one here, Shantila, my cousin.. She designs websites and stuff. Tiara Jaclina came in... She wanted a website for her cafe. The BORNEO RAINFOREST CAFE! )&^^$(^&_^(&^(*%^%(

Useless place... Yet it links us all. Hehehehh.

I SERIOUSLY feel like a criminal today... I went to school 20 minutes late, just before the exam started. I was chewing gum for the whole day. (The school is anti-gum, for some reason) I forgot okay...Went into class, scribbled all over my exam paper as usual because I see no point of checking when you don't know your shit. You'll just see how much you don't know. Then I go to sleep and scribble some more...

Recess. Everyone's mood is screwed because Masni set the paper. And she always says that if she was given a chance to set the paper, she'd make sure none of us get an A. So yeah... Screw that. Crystal, as she does after ever single test paper since I knew her in std 2 (yeah, she was the person who first talked to me because I did not understand BM cause I came from a Chingku school XD) she came up to me and told me that she was going to fail. And each time, she'd get the highest, first in class.. Full marks or something like that...

After recess... Kh exam. I open the book to flip and see what's coming out for the first time in my life. All I see is toilets, so I read about toilets. XD I didnt bother about the clothes stuff because I guess the mechanics is just that when you are fat you have to look think and when you look think the book says you are too think. That is KH for you. In addition to that, I like to see how normal things work. Toilets are all I have :(

Exam starts, Ms Usha (discipline teacher) says she sees everything, so don't let anything slip pass her. I put my bags out and all that. After writing 'KH sucks balls' all over my paper. I turn to sleep. When I woke up the paper was irritating me so I put it under my desk. Guess what? My file with all my notes was under my desk. SHIT LA WEYH! I could easily cheat if I wanted to. But I looked at Manissha because she had the same thing happen to her for the last KH exam. But that was her KH book kow kow. She laughed at me like hell lah. I pass the file to Clare (behind me) so she can just campak it at the back. :( Yes I didnt cheat. I wasn't shocked but LOL I DIDNT CHEAT!

Sherwin realised that I had the file just as I did and she just laughed and I mouthed to her,"AGAIN!" Later on, as this happens throughout all KH exams, Sherwin, Manissha, Clare and I will laugh at nothing or each other because we have loads of time to crap. Just now.. Maths teacher was there saw me... Called me name I was all DAMNED! Caught laughing at nothing XD

We once again found each other sign languag-ing each other SSV and SSA. Hahaahaah. Because Win was trying to get her best with side sticks on pencils and pens while Manissha just turned to her and went,"SHHHH" with a finger pressed to her lip and turned away. Whereas she started making loads of noise by stamping her feet after that. Hahahahah. Clare today was quite inactive... But oh well... I'm a Criminal who didnt cheat. Dang....

Ps: hey Clare, I don't know what's up, (I dont think I am supposed to either) but take care okay?

As I tell this horrid tale, you are to read it and feel sorry for everyone who was involved in this. It was very alarming especially because this happened with a very student in my very own sister's college, BAC.

There was a boy.. They never said his name in case he was brought to shame. (hey, it rhymes) Anyway... He was THE top student in his class. But he was arrogant and he'd piss everyone off in the library. He would go to the library, steal the books, scold them because their notes suck, copy the content, publish it, and yet... His books do not sell.

He would spend all his days studying for his CLP examination. (Law course) His CLP was on Monday. He was definitely stressed up, it wasn't his fault... Weren't you stressed when you took your major exams? On Friday though, he disappeared. His parents called the police and asked them to search the place. They searched nearly everywhere, they even searched the college. He was no where to be found.

Hours before the exams, his father gave him a call. He specifically told him to go into the classes to check whether he was in the hall taking his paper because if he were to have run away from home, he would DEFINITELY take his exams. But once again, he was no where to be found.

The next day... He was in the newspaper, more bad new everyday... *sighs*

Headlines: Law Student Flashes Old Lady in Lift

LOL, it apparently seems to be that the law student had lost his mind after him cramming everything for the exams. Due to that he started flashing random people! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHaHAHAHhaha.. Damn.. That was one good story, I have to say...

This song.. By Neil Zaza.. The guy is a genius but damn do I want to just whack him... He plays it so fast lerr... I can play his song until the sweeping comes in! ISH! It's so irritating.. Grrrr................ NEIL ZAZA!!!!!!

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! It's the exams once again... Yes.. I know, don't you all dread it? At least the teachers ASK you to sleep. Unlike Nirmala -_- she always catches me sleeping. I think I shall study for this exam. Or I will try to keep my attention span in one place at least... Like.. The only reason why I didn't finish my Maths during UPSR on time was because I lacked sleep and I drew Doraemon fishing for mice at the side. Later I got so distracted I just drew more and more details. Eventually I left out 10-ish questions when he said to put our pencils down. I managed to curi2 do, but then left 4 more questions. I hantam AC/DC! \m/ Wooooooooooooo! Lol... Best example for my attention span...

Ps: AC/DC I got all wrong XD I will try that again when I have the chance. I don't want to drop too low to ABBA. -_-

WHOA.. This is uber Dandelion! During moral... Ms. Boey was asying something about Ms. Tan's brother watching Ultraman last time and Ms. Tan used to want to watch something else... When she said ultraman, she crossed her hands (the ultraman way) and said Ultraman.. And ran in the front... As she did so, PN SHEELA walked into the classroom and saw her doing and she laughed her head off.. But she tried to control herself to be polite but she couldn't! (I dont blame you) Boey started explaining,"Hahahhahah, just explaining the nilai-s. They should have hak guru also lah" Yeah.. sure teacher... Change the subject, it didn't work. It's here on my blog XD SORRY! But its too funny not to post!

Hahhahah, first of all... I can't believe that I just posted Jango and Bobba Fett's bio. But oh well, I felt like it... We all know now that Jango Fett is Bobba Fett's father right? Okay.... Hmm... In Attack of the Clones, they cloned like a billion of these bounty hunters... In A New Hope, Bobba Fett gets blown up soooooo easily... Why the hell did they make a gazillion of that stupid thing that just flew out on his own jet pack and died? The bounty hunter affiliation must have been confused.

Position	Mandalore, bounty hunter
Homeworld	Concord Dawn
Species	Human
Gender	Male
Affiliation	Mandalorians, Confederacy of Independent Systems
Portrayed by	Temuera Morrison

Jango Fett is a bounty hunter from the Star Wars universe. He first appeared in Star Wars Episode II: Attack of the Clones, in which he was played by Temuera Morrison. Before Attack Of The Clones, Jango was mentioned in Star Wars novels such as The Bounty Hunter Racial.

Jango Fett's son is his clone Boba Fett, made famous in Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back. Both father and son served as bounty hunters, and personal bodyguards of political figures as Darth Tyranus, and Darth Sidious, indirectly aiding the rise of the Empire.

Bobba Fett is a fictional character in theStar Wars universe. In the films, he is a bounty hunter hired by the Empire and Jabba the Hutt to track down and capture Han Solo and Chewbacca. He appears in Star Wars Episode II: Attack of the Clones, Star Wars Episode V: The Empire Strikes Back, Star Wars Episode VI: Return of the Jedi, The Star Wars Holiday Special and in the Special Edition of Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope.

He is played by Daniel Logan in Attack of the Clones, and by Jeremy Bulloch in The Empire Strikes Back and Return of the Jedi, although Jason Wingreen provided his voice in Empire. His brief appearance in A New Hope was performed by Mark Austin. For the 2004 DVD release of Empire, his voice was replaced by Temuera Morrison.

Wow... Hey.. For all those who don't know because of all the things people call me in the CBox and the blog itself vary.. Some people don't know it's me! Sherwin is just Win, Nerd, or Geek. That's it.. But I was nerd and geek for a while too. We went through that phase at the same time. x) This is a prasanted post....

Let me try and list everything out:

1. Cheryl Lee
2. Tissue
3. C Lee
4. Vanggoli
5. Shredlet
6. Isidra
7. Clown
8. Yoda
9. Psychologist?
10. A Portable Diagnosis
11. A Walking Dictionary
12. Magnet freak
13. The Easily Fascinated One
14. Genius in Disguise (That person just wanted to say I looked stupid)
15. Gamer (I am actually not, but I am the closest thing in this girls school- afternoon session)
16. Si Gwa (Watermelon) XD
17. Si Mart (Smart)
18. Timon (& Pumba but Pumba is someone else)

Sherwin and I have a new phrase to shout out to each other when we want to blog something that happens. So now, the deal is... That when we see something interesting enough to blog, we shout DANDELION IT, the name of our CBox :) But then some retards would probably go,"WHERE?" or " I also want!" Hahahahah... Knowing our class... Tsk, tsk, tsk...

Ps: I take offence to the term retard now... :(

Today skipped so much of school... The exams are on Friday (I think) Everday teachers come in and say... What do you want to do? I'll be the first and only idiot shouting,"KERJA SENDIRI CIKGU KENA ULANG KAJI!" Ulang kaji my ass lah! I'll be writing nonsense in "The Pencil Book" Or just talking trash or whining. Yes, today I was so depressed. My mom even read the newspapers for the symptoms of mental illness that day:

In adults

• Confused thinking
• Long-lasting sadness or irritability
• Extreme highs and lows in mood
• Excessive fear, worrying or anxiety
• Social withdrawal
• Dramatic changes in eating or sleeping habits
• Strong feelings of anger
• Delusions or hallucinations (seeing or hearing things that are not really there)
• Increasing inability to cope with daily problems and activities
• Thoughts of suicide
• Denial of obvious problems
• Many unexplained physical problems
• Abuse of drugs and/or alcohol

In older children and pre-teens

• Abuse of drugs and/or alcohol
• Inability to cope with daily problems and activities
• Changes in sleeping and/or eating habits
• Excessive complaints of physical problems
• Defying authority, skipping school, stealing or damaging property
• Intense fear of gaining weight
• Long-lasting negative mood, often along with poor appetite and thoughts of death
• Frequent outbursts of anger

In younger children

• Changes in school performance
• Poor grades despite strong efforts (Can't tell, no efforts been put)
  
• Excessive worrying or anxiety
• Hyperactivity
• Persistent nightmares
• Persistent disobedience and/or aggressive behavior
• Frequent temper tantrums

Remember the Baa Baa Black Sheep last week? Yes, this week they were asked to do a Rain Dance. While chanting Hakku No Haya. Boey is awesome at coming up with this shit weyh.. I need to have a conversation on how she comes up for ideas to punish students. Hahahaha... Every one who's name was on SLNG kena lah. CHARLOTTE ANDREA JOSEPH! I will never let you forget this. She was the first one to sit I think. She just shouted HAKKU NO HAYA!! with a hand clamping her nose and the other hand swimming. Hahahahah...

For those who do not understand what I am talking about. Let me make a small reference to the ELDS Junior Website during Statue Dance. It was the exact same thing as what Kamini did. But she had to stop at that position causing her to not being able to breath.




Yes, the one in blue is Kamini acting like a fool as usual. She outdoes me all the time in this area.




Then When teacher counted down for everyone to start again, Jasmine was the only one who actually jumped around going Hakku no Haya several times. She was loud (cheerleader, a small one :p) She too sat down.

Shereen and Megan came into class looking for Sheau Swan. Teacher said,"No, no ,no... She is still standing outside" So Shereen just dragged Megan elsewhere. Now Sheau wanted to go adi. She just randomly said Hakku No Haya while waving her hands at the sides (a spongebob thing)

Everyone else, teacher threatened them to do duck walks in the lawn. But at least that was not during sports day 2 rounds around the whole padang. I think last year a lot o the seniors kena after marching. Eventually they gave up and jumped around shouting Hakku No Haya and sat down.

Double whammy.. Here the shit, the whole 1A3 had to sit outside the class after moral was held in my class. The same teacher went over there and lost her temper. Made almost the whole class sit outside. Danielle was one of the 5/6 that was in class from what I heard. CHARLOTTE ANDREA JOSEPH kena again. Hahahaahahahh

I had to go to my uncle David's function today. They had some random prayer meeting as usual. The pastors from PCM all came. They're cool... x) Sorry everyone, but as soon as I stepped out of the car, the whole mood changed. My energy was drained. And I dropped dead as the preaching went on. =( I wanted to listen... I did... But when I was praying I was muttering,"Praise the Lord...*sleeps*" Yes... My head was bowed in sleep. I felt horrible.. But it happened repeatedly. Serena didnt say anything beside me.. Don't know whether it was obvious. Sorry pastor.. But you ROCK =p

After that lagi worse... I thought I was sesat in school. (Not really lah, but because everyone walks in pairs now- if you know what I mean, but im sesat in class and that's when I write) I couldn't talk to ANYONE!. Serena layan me for a while then pergi. (Can't blame her but, yeah), Nicholas after all the hoo-haa I don't talk to him much... He's too emo... :p Sorry Nicky and Shern Lyn? I talked to Shaun there with his flower baju. and uncle Silvanus! w00t! Long live Pink Floyd and kuih x) But I just sat alone, ate alone... Even Jack-jack wasn't there I could've killed myself. *sighs*

I messaged everyone to bitch about it. But no one had the time :'( What is happening? :( :( :(

Remember I was sick last Monday and I couldn't be in class? Well, that SI MART permission slip said 10/9/07 right? the 10 looked like 18. I thought I can tipu. Due to the fact that PJK REALLY UBER SUCKS, Sue Lynn and I pakat she takes me (the "ill person") to the sick bay if Suguna decided to teach.

Suguna came in.. The class shuffled back into place just before Suguna came in after Karen starting shouting at us =p (Sorry, Karen) Someone immediately asked her,"What's coming out for exam teacher!" She cakaplah... Chapt 3,5 and 6... A lot of dadah shit (yay) and some other gaya hidup sihat and whatever... When she was talking about ecstasy, she gave an example on how people 'feng tau' she said it's so cool that after people makan they want to go "disco" all *dances* SHE DANCED. WTF?! That was sooooo weird.

As she was teaching, Laura and I were speaking our minds and she didn't notice at all! I was talking to Sherwin who was behind her and I was far in the middle and SHE DIDN'T NOTICE. She was pissed at Manissha because she kept saying puasa and making dirty comments. Teacher thought she was Malay. She suggested that Manissha batal puasa but she was all "???" HHAhahahahahhaha

Hello once again. If you hadn't notice, Sheau Swan is a friend abuser to the max. (Not to mention she is my "sister".. Swt) She whacks and kicks everyone and of course me extra (for some reason) She will randomly walk over to me and *kick*,"Hee hee hee, I kicked you! Hee hee hee..." And I'll just be there with a stitch in my side in pain.

Yes, this is a twice a day routine. At the end of the day she will just come jump on my feet and go,"SORRY ACCIDENT!" Extremely loud. =S That's probably why it aches all the time. Hahahahah...

Just now at the bus stop as we were all randomly shouting once again, and while Sheau was whacking Previtta (BEST FRIEND XD) and me (Not Alia though! Grr...) Previtta was yelling,"CAN YOU STOP IT OR NOT" The she goes all,"I can whack who I want because it is Sheau Swan Abuse! Eyh... SHEAU SWAN ABUSE! Yay!" Yes.. So came the S.S.A. I hope no one gets infected. Then I won't have a body ache anymore. Whack me lah... My peminat come find you :p (With the exception of the whole chicken family except for the two parents =p. If I get parent abuse in THIS family, you going down)

Now I have been S.S.A.-ed. Have you, Sherwin? You sit beside her...

Yes, I know everytime I say that something bad will happen. But oh well.. This is a good one... Since the church.. (The Cheras one) needs musicians... And Rufus wants to play XD (I honestly "dont know" why) So... Rufus on guitar... I can play bass or drums lah. Church songs cant be that hard... Now we just need either a bassist or drummer, (I can cover the other) and a keyboardist. Then they kow tim adi. Any heads up? Hahahhah


And... Maybe I should post my work here. Because I am going to get kick out of the wite I post in anyway. I am just not commenting enough. Hahahahhah.... Which I have no time to do. Not anymore anyway... I spend my time... Writing AND reading utter nonsense in my new PENCIL book! My whole life story there lah. Damn drama. Hahahahahah. But half the world has read it. Everyone is free to read and comment. I encourage commenting. ahahahahh. Anyways... *sighs* sleepy adi lah. Lazy to wait for Chelle until 2.30 today. See lah how. Goonight *YAWNS*

-Geo sucks, I swear...

Top Secret Drum Corps Edinburgh Military Tattoo 2006! w00T!

Shall we all go to Sweden just to look for one of those Top Secret Corps? Jom kita pergi!



The Little Drummer Boy? Not bad though. A bit potong steam after the first one. Sorry!!! :p

Whoa.. After Chloe came something in our heads just snapped. Chelle and I started recording nonsense and we laughed until we died yesterday... We were talking and doing so much of nonsense that even our parents could stand how hyper we were. XD Hahahahah... Well, all recordings can be sent upon request. Lmfao. Sorry Mr. Dahaka but yes, we did a recording of the Prince running away from you too!

Chloe came by just now. Haha... She is another ultimate crazy one. We were walking and I just mentioned,"My family is crazy lah, you of all people will know" "I do, I've met you AND your sister. I've even met your dad," she says. Hahahahahahah. How true...

She came up.. Helped and taught her play Magic the Gathering but got whacked by Michelle lerr... She wants to Learn hot to Dungeons and Dragons. At least, we didn't end up drawing our own board and taking my old pokemons to use as figures. That would have been way to much... We split deck though so it was an unfair game :p I could have whacked her with my black, white and red deck. That one agro gile man. Heheh...

Anyway, according to Michelle I am going to turn out like Chloe. Why am I freaked? Let me just tell you... She said,"I am not retarded okay?" We nicely replied,"Look into my eyes and tell me that you're not" "I am ahahahahahahhah *claps* *laughs* RETARDED" ahahahahah. We turned on Michelle and asked,"Can YOU do the same?" "I am not retarded" she blurted. Later on we laughed even more. She is the most retarded among all of us. (Maybe not more than Chloe but I don't know for sure. She couldn't recognize her own name XD

I have gone everywhere to look for tremolo bars... Where do they sell it? Just because one idiot took it that means I'll never be able to play Vai, Satch and Hendrix again? What do you want me to do without a whammy? I already lack an effects paddle don't curse me off the cheap stuff too! Mahogany does not sell it, neither does Rhapsody Valley in Midvalley and a bunch of other places I randomly walked into. Fine, so when I go to KL next I have to go Woh Fatt adi. My drum sticks also is starting to look like shit.

For those who don't know Dahaka Chases are a part of the Game The Prince of Persia: The Warrior Within.

The Dahaka appears as a massive and powerfully built humanoid, clad in black. It has long ram-like horns that twist in the form of a lemniscate, the symbol of infinity, and its eyes burn with a fierce inner light, though the area around it is always covered in shadows. It also has the ability to shoot four or more tentacles from its abdomen, which it uses to capture the Prince should he fail to keep enough distance between him and the Dahaka . Every aspect of this being suggests it is a creature of a more supernatural world. Until the very end of the game, it is impossible to fight the Dahaka, since it is impossible to approach.

As a first, I would like to talk about the tentacles. XD Do you know where it comes out from? It looks sooooooo damn wrong that it is traumatizing. Unlike the fact that it isn't enough... The tentacles will grab the Prince (the character that we play as) the the game and the Prince will disappear in his.. oh-ho.... Where does he go? If it is where I think it is I will run for my life. Hahaha (which I do in the game)

Thats the first segment above all. Now... What I saw yesterday was beyond wrong. In the Prince of Persia, the Prince is able to slow and reverse time using the Sand of Time. When the Dahaka catches the Prince, or when anything else happens to him, it is basically a reflex to reverse time. In fact, when you reverse time again and again when he is catching you.. It looks like the Dahaka is doing the Prince. I swear. It applies for when ANYTHING is attacking you. When there is a glitch it will just repeated reverse time and it looks so bad that the game is just wrong.

Weeeeee, I am happier now.. God talked to me through pastor Mark (The American one, not the Australian one). :) Okay, fine.. It happens often... But well... Erm... Only this year have I gotten in touch with The Man. Since he has assured me of getting new friends that will bring me closer to Him (because you all always ffk me when I need help :p) yay lah. Hee hee... Plus e said I'd do amazing things fo him. Oh yeah I plan to.. Waiting to know how ;)

Well, first time I went to Studio 3 in AkarKarya.. It's nice... No double paddle, no keyboards and ... erm... 5 string bass? I dont remember. But we didnt need it nevertheless... I got to meddle with the bass and drums (both I have not touched for a VERY VERY log time) Hey, Maya.. If you are reading this.. Maybe I go lepak at your place since so long adi never kunjung you. Jom.. I will try not to batal puasa this time. But you made me puasa today anyway x)

Damn chunted.. Okay.. We kinda eliminated Silent Man.. Because the start is so nice.. The the interlude is so bodoh. (Sorry Petrucci) Its hardlah... The singing also Mazz said th pitch susah skit. So we're left with Vermilion 2 and October. :D

3 hours in the studio man... Bloody long. But worth it. :)

Eva and I met up to STUDY! Will, even though we did not spend a much time as I expected stdying... Because Eva lied to me... But oh what the heck.I managed to do some math shit while we talk cock. Finally I can speak properly without lowering my voices man. In the mamak and all.

Then we walked to Ss2 and back. that was 2 km no break. Lol, I survive even with my low blood pressure that I am so proud of. Haha... I love having low-blood pressure, Its a good excuse. Hee hee ;)

Yeah... That was kinda funny... But I STUDIED! A litte lah. But Sue Lynn has my back on Geo and Maths. (Thanks!!) My Sejarah should be okay lah... Science all common sense now... If I can get okay marks with only my common-sense just staying awake in class will be no problem lah... (I hope so anyway) I guess that basically covers everything... Dunu lah how... But screw my exams lah. So long I have an A/B results without much work thats good enough. But of course, if I SUDDENLY decide that I WANT to study then I'll aim fr A's lah... (But not now.. lazy lerr :p)

i'm friend abused. help me out? haha... anyways, main topic: neeti admits that she has NO life. ahaha.. so trueee.. the things they do in their class. freaking laaaammeedddd.. XD anyways, val's kinda being a pain again. -.- as usual. xD
=P the video shooting tmr is canceled!!

we did kerja kayu today! so fun. haha. when cutting de base for anyaman, my left arm pain (holding de ruler) today, right arm pulak, de saw!! =/ XD

...win... =)

Weeeeeeeeee, I am FINALLY going jamming again. I miss the smell of the studio. (AkarKarya, Just Jam smells like cigarettes) 20 bucks per hour damn cheap weyh... We always book the one with double paddle this one no need adi.. No need keyboard also x) We never did need one no one could play. ahahah. (or maybe Aizat could, in that field he was an all rounder- GO JORDISON!) But he was more significant and important on the drums anyhow....

ANYWAY, We are going there for 3 hours!! 3 HOURS!!! SO BLOODY LONG WEYH! Nvm.. It's all good, its all good. We have short listed 3 songs to choose from and we'll "audition" them tomorrow. Now it's:

i) Vermilion Part 2
ii) October- Evanescence (Give and take no?)
iii) Silent Man- Dream Theater

\m/ Its everything I wanted. Heck, I am happy enough... So, Woooooooooo!

Black Sabbath and Dio are reuniting for the first time in 13 years. Guess where? singapore. Damn them lah... See? Never spell correctly also. Yesterday I was just going to cry and die. (I did cry) No one will no how I feel because no one knows who Black Sabbath and Dio is. Their just Rainbows in the Dark and Ironmen. Ahahahah. So, I message Sean. "Can I be a girl for a while?" Aahhahahaahahh. Weirdest thing I've asked anyone all week. (Big accomplishment) By the way, the particular girl I meant= Talking a lot (thats just me) and complaining. Lol... So after all the "No one hearts M'sia" conversation I was fine. I might be in Genting Some more on the 27th. Ish... Every one told me not to go adi. #$(*#$)(*&@#_(*@## Sorry... :p

Ps: I didn't mean to offend anyone either (EXCEPT SINGAPORE, LEBIH MAJU NAK TUMBUK)
Pss: I take offence to Sherwin's post. :p But Eva and I are ACTUALLY STUDYING! Second time in my life weyh...

Manissha has been slapping MORE people. Sawt.. Just now moral teacher... Ermm.. Whats her name? .... Made 8 people sing Baa Baa Black Sheep in front of the class. The cutest one gets to sit. Ahahahahah! We were the judge.. Everyone rooted for Flooie... But that one only went back later. Oh.. her name is Boey... Yeah... Ms Boey... Geraldine, Karen all went first. Ahahaahah, the whole class got some nursery rhymes thing.

Thats not all... Remember the music video thing I gave up? Guess what is it for? WHEN THE SAINTS GO MARCHING IN! To put on RTM when they sing. SAWT! Sorry Loshni... I gave it up with good intentions, but I'm not playing.. Weeeeeee =) But instead on Saturday I am going with Maya and Mazz. Heheheh... So I get a better deal. x)

Another thing here, on Thursdays... What the hell is up... With 1 Anggerik 2? Sherwin and I were walking downstairs I temaned her to take attendance... Then on the way we see a2 walking up the stairs. Say,"Hi!" to everyone... As we were walking up to go to our own class, we see them again! Wtf? Later on Win and I were walking again... Saw a2 empty after recess... ?? Crystal was flying all over the place lah.. as usual. But everyone else was in place... outside the class. Gone to the lab... yeah lab...

(ps: I typed the whole paragraph above with my eyes closed :p)

My dad took his "friend"'s double decker stairs. To put newspapers in. Instead I made him put it in our room to shoveall of Michelle's toys in. So year. Only the penguin, Spongebob and Seal is mine. EVERYTHING else is hers. Lol. But funny lah.. Like so sesat like that....

Sighs, indeed. The class i'm the monitor of, seriously sot man.. xD tiba2 can start singing "Old Mcdonald"?? Like, whaa??!?! Hopeless. And its supposed to be "the cream of the form", quoting Ms. Usha. haha. =) yes, yes, cheryl, ur more of a geek/nerd than me. whoooo!! congrats. i take the credit! ;P

Pain legs week. hahahaha.. xD Sunday, thighs pain coz of Boys' Brigade punishments. Wednesday, calves pain coz of UDTA running - 7 and a half rounds of padang. well, technically, thats 3km. but somehow it doesn't seem so. o.o

end-year exams = 8 days to go. =/
hari2 masih dtg online somore. x study. haizz. -_-"| how to score? ish.

...win...

ps: no offence to anyone who reads, yeah! XD

Labels: sot-ed class

This is something specially requested by Win for me to post... But she will HOPEFULLY post it on her own.

Okay, I skipped class for about 20/25 mins? When I returned, half the class was left, and they were all running around the class whacking people and singing,"Oh Mac Donald had a Farm" At different times. WHOA. THAT WAS SO WEIRD! Its like the twilight zone *music plays* or the x-files *other music plays* Whatever you know better. As soon as I entered the classroom. I got slapped by Manissha (It happens often, no kidding) Going,"A slap, slap here and a slap, slap there. Here slap, there slap, everywhere slap, slap" The class has officially gone mad. Yeah... Thats my story. Only Sherwin knows what happened before that. I can imagine her shouting at them (monitor) Good luck Win, as our 1 A 1 monitor. We win noisiest class ever week though. See what you get, put me in a class...

Lying in the depths of desolation,
Away she tries to break,
From this daydream illusion,
A world in her solitary shell,
Her own state of mind,
Almost alike trading innocence for a permanent psychotic hell,
Everyday she tries to find,
A breakage through these hollow walls.

Sweet dreams run through her head,
Without need to lie awake in her bed,
Twisting and turning with illusions,
Her head full of delusions,
Hearing voices saying "she lives in a world of non-reality and brief fiction"
Making no room for the presence of elation,
Turbulence deep within ourselves she longs to control,
Everything she has done in her life, regrettable.

Self ignorance, in blind faith she was invisible,
Gone farther beyond Galileo's wildest dreams,
Directions she chose were found unpredictable,
Beyond the church grass she heard screams,
Oh, how Messiah, show her the way,
Confused, suffocating under the moonlight,
She turned away to see,
The answer was there all along.

I submitted this shit in for some competition early this year. Obviously got nothing out of it. Haha.. So, no cash. Must figure out how to get something nicer done. :p

Lift your heart to the heavens!
Try to fly! Touch the sky!

With the seabirds, screeching, sailing, lust for life in their cry!
Your blessings are endless-you see, you taste, you touch, you feel!
You imagine and ignore reality-your gifts are what are real!
Waste every moment of your life, think you'd be heading out the door;
Enter at your own risk; seek all there is, and then more.
For life's only a fatal tragedy, my friend, that way I see.
Instead sitting back and letting the moments flee;
Without grabbing each one and squeezing, milking, shaking it dry;
Never pausing, never stopping nor asking why.

Give back what you've been given a thousand fold,
And your world will be etched in silver, linned in gold.
Save your days with wishful thinking,
Or you will be stuck in your glass prison- on this thought forever pondering,
Tug at the door, nothing happens-How will you get out of there?
The key is to forget what wrong you have done and see that the world is actually fair.
The light will soon shine down,
The door to your life is opened without sound.
Do not go through this and see it with bare eyes,
Believe it and hope you shan't make the same wrongs as I.

Run free! Play with your pals!
Why do the old people tell us,
That we will fall when we climb the ladder of the slide?
Not to go near sharp objects,
"It'll poke your eye out!"
Even when it is just a pencil.

Adults, adults, them and their doubts,
Ask us to believe in ourselves,
When they themselves don't in us,
As a child I would jump the highest to reach my dreams,
I used to say, I wanted to touch the sky,
Then mother will follow along and whacked my hand,
Which is more painful than allowing reality hurt me.

One day, I spotted a pretty rose,
Thought I'd pluck it to give to a friend,
I realized how sharp the thorns were,
But went for it anyway,
No matter how deep it cut my fingers,
How much blood escaped my flesh,
It was worth it.
Thus, I had my rose,
And was very pleased with it.

Another day came, another day went,
I was doing my homework,
i had piles of it then,
And I got scraped by the edge of a paper,
Paper cuts, you never see them coming.
But if we were to take precautions on everything,
We might as well lock ourselves up in an asylum where its empty and white.
Colors make you go blind!
The television is an enemy to mankind!
Smiling gives you wrinkles!

What is safe in this world?
I would rather live in the factual reality than in trepidation,
So little children of today,
Be good young ones and listen to your mommy,
All is evil, None is safe,
Everything will slowly peel your cornea and munch your eyes,
Pull your hair out and grip your scalp!
So do not worry, all is calm,
Don't be naughty!

Vermilion Part 2 by Slipknot. I love this song. (The video is really dumb though) I have to play an acoustic number for Maya's friend, Mazz so its either this... Or...



Silent Man by Dream Theater. It's been slowed down a bit here though. Slower than the version I have. I hate La Brie. But it doesnt show here :p (My guess is that he is dating one of the other member of DT)



October by Evanescence. Their pick...

Can you guys just post in the CBox which one is the best to play...

Today I awoke with a throbbing headache. But it's okay.. Spaghetti is for lunch... So nice... But my stomach hurt too. Heaty adi.. Wrong decision to eat... Go to school really blur with my nails painted in a billion layers. Looking around for remover. (I tried removing it with a blade yesterday that caused chunks of my nail to come out) The prefects have them. But its not enough (its an eye drop bottle of polish remover) Walked in to the hall. No one really cared. Sarala gave a speech. w00T. That would be a record breaker. 21.34 mins. Thats as long as A Change of Seasons by Dream Theater. I thought that song was a waste of time XD But still we get to skip a bit lah. We always skip at least half a period after assembly. (btw, bimbo now officially crowned head prefect- GO VAL! :p)

Went to class.... forgot the stupid karangan. My teacher loves to target me due to that when she saw my expression she immediately caled my name to read the damn karangan aloud. I KNEW IT WAS COMING! Maybe I should un-pull a Cheryl and start doing my homework... NEH! I'll just do it in school before anyone arrives.

During recess I got it bad adi. I couldnt walk straight even Kaylee was all,"Cheryl, you need anything or not? You sure you okay?" (I appreciate it) But yeah... Pulled the cafe chair and talked to them in the canteen where too many people were sitting on me. Went to class.. Felt slightly better I guess talking to everyone. Then I realized. I didnt bring the anyaman shit either. So I asked everyone who wanted to skip Art Eva put up her hand lah dgan bangganya. I was sick, she wanted to skip class. It was a good deal.

Went downstairs told teacher... I got headache and stomach ache and I want to die. Told the same thing to the guru bertugas. And she wrote a permission slip which only had the message. My name is not there. The time was. But the date wasnt clear. It can be easily changed. I ROCK! I can get out anytime now. Eva and I made our way out to the stupid sick bay. Went there we just talked and talked for almost an hour. Then Sheau came she said that Eva needed to go back. Lol, kesian. I tido nicely lah. Wrote in my "The Pencil Book" on the extremely broken bed. Then slept. Suddenly (I swear I was dreaming, cant remember about what. I was pissed off at myself for not remembering-I know I enjoyed it) Sue Lynn came,"Tissue" I had a shock of my life. I was asleep man. Dont tissue a person please. :p She explained the anyaman stuff and went off.

Moral. Stupid test... Slept again. Woke up.. Bloody cold down there. Slept again... Woke up.. It was even colder. Couldnt take it. Even in my damn baju kurung it was cold tried everything... So I just went upstairs to sleep in class. It'd be easier to survive, I swear. It was THAT COLD. Boey then asked me to play for some ELDS thinggymajiggy. Asked me to gather people who can play drums on tables and tins. XD Cant the let us use the real stuff? Borrow from band larh... :p Not like they'll ever trust us but.. Oh well... She knows I can play funny chords though.. Dont tell me she actually obsevered my self-made chords on the song I wrote when I was 10. Swt... Neways THANKS 'EACHER!

Sherwin on the other hand.. Had a weird conversation. With herself. XD "Do I have to hand this in today" says she. Then Boey says,"Are you asking that question to yourself" -"Yes, I think I am" -"So answer yourself, Sherwin" Crazy person. 5 mins later she had a conversation with teacher. Most intelligent one I've heard all day,"HUH" -"Hah" -"Huuuhh?" -"HAH" LOL Teacher layan her summore. ahahahahah.......... HAH